Recently i've been busy with clearing up my room.had quite a few surprises n funny stuff which made me laugh.I've discovered many cards which i had neglected these yrs n i read through every single letter i've kept since pri sch.It's nice reading them they keep my memory of my growing up yrs more vivid cox everyone noes i have a memory prob.I even have a bdae card which has a happy bdae song...tt's a card from my best frend man.and there r cards which my pri sch frends n i used to write to each other during our sch days...i tink it was quite popular ting to do at tt time.but i tink i lost a lot though...searched high n low but i can't find them.o ya many xmas cards too.i had a sudden thought.i tink these xmas cards can't replace those email xmas cards...cox its jus the feeling tt woo...i have an old frend who sends me a card! I duno how to describe tt feeling. and there's a funny ting..everyone will ask the same bloody qns in a letter man.lol.i din realise it man until i read all of them.goodness.anyone wana noe ask me.O i hate spring cleaning anyway...its damn dirty n tiring.haha.

Ytd i jus borrowed 'Shopaholic n baby' from huiting.EXCITING MAN!!! I waited like months to read dis bk.actually i wanted to buy it from MPH cox it has a promotion of 20% off for all bks i guess...but since my frend has it i tot i shuld save money...maybe i shuld buy the earlier books which i haven read b4.this book is great man! i tink the author describes the feelings n actions of Becky, a shopaholic, very well.I hope the MPH discount ting is still on den maybe i'll try persuade my mum to buy me the other books or other bks.anyone any recommendations?Maybe suspense bks would be great.

I can't stand the smell of my hair.it utterly stinks.wat to do...i wan to rebond it myself.anyway its nt very straight anymore.suddenly i have the urge to learn make-up.i tink i'm being influenced by my frends,esp jiamin!aNd i'm in love with painting my nails...now i only have black...wen i have money i shall buy more.my mum actually offered to buy me but i rejected..i'm so full of regrets now can!LOL.i wan money to buy new clothes! o yea i have urge to play sims too after visiting cat's blog! SIMS!!!!!!!! i hate my com i tink it will die soon..like real soon.it broke down last wk! i hope i can get myself a laptop...APPLE!hehe...i tink i'm too greedy. watever...econs teaches us tt we have unlimited wants anyway.ITS TRUE!

P.S: hope inn poh gets to slp more. hope my poly frends who r having exams on mon good luck! I prayed for u guys!

Life been so relaxing man.haha.i tink i'm leading a pig's life now.everyday its either i'm out of the hse or at home you-tubing or watching tv.lol.btw last sat i wenta buy winter clothings for the coming china trip!Its fun man...i have leather gloves...thick sweater....ultra long socks(those soccer length) and more.I super duber love the gloves can...its black n i tink i can be killer with it! I was showing jiamin the foto i took on my camera den she was like 'is tt leather gloves??' haha...today i went to her hse.FUN! she taught me how to make-up n stuff...funniest ting..i duno how to close my eyes probably..so its kinda difficult to put make-up.den i wenta explore her hse n we saw a very interesting ting (her sis bf..so fair!)

I'm quite frustrated recently.I tink its becox of prom stuff.i can't find the right dress..short of money to buy cosmetics n wat so ever.hais...i am tinking of how to persuade my mum to pay the make-up stuff for me.ANYONE GOT IDEAS PlS TELL ME! I long to find work now n earn money actually...at least i got money den i can buy stuff...cox i have sth in mind to do.

I had a random chat with tq ytd.we were talking about wat we r gg to do after we get our a'lvls. she's tinking of gg business or psychology den i feel like studying economics or psychology.but practically i hate sciences so i dun tink i'm gg to study psychology. I kinda of tink wat i like is made up of many factors like the tutor, the lectures, the coping with the subject n stuff...so i'm act quite doubtful whether i really like it....if nt easiest go business...but i tink its hard to get in.

ok above r jus some random thoughts of mine recently.hee.nth to say le.byebye.
( sometimes i tink it takes 2 hands to clap...with regards to friendship )

ARRRHHHH its been such a long time since i've last blogged.so finally a'lvls is over.hmm its really tough though n i have no confidence if i can actually do well but nvm wat's done is done i can't do anyting with it already.btw every paper was difficult,esp geog.

SO TO ALL MY FRIENDS WHO HAVEN FINISH THEIR PAPERS ALL THE BEST!!!!!
(to: SONG dear, AH BAO, MUMMY CAT n YIXIU!!!)

i went out these 2 days i realised tt i dun really like crowds now.i used to be ok with it but i tink i kinda uncomfortable with crowds.i tink maybe its becox its been such a long time since i've been out of my world man.like months since i last shopped?????

Ytd i went far east but i din manage to meet serene!haha.erm i wanted to buy a new bag n my prom dress.couldn't manage to find anyting yet but soon.i tried on a dress for prom but i tink i look weird in it.sometimes it really inconvenient to find a dress given my height .jiamin will always laugh loudly upon seeing a dress which is meant for those 1.8m tall pple so u can imagine how long it will be for me ok.haha.i always say can use to sweep the floor n wen i get home i can collect a lot of dust at the bottom of the dress.hmm i tink i'll try to get my bag on tue.

anyway mum doesn't wan to get me a new fone.so sad la....i wana buy the sony ericssonW910i!!! but i tink my mum kinda compromise n ask if i wana go for re-bonding...how!!!i wan both!!!haha ok i'm damn greedy lo.they r nt back from malaysia yet.....its nice sometimes tt i have such freedom.hehe.but washing clothes makes my hand become rough man....sobs.

ok i duno wat to write akready.BYE.update soon!

It has been an emotional wk for me...for those who dun wana read a sad entry den pls dun continue reading.ok firstly i got back my bloodly prelims results...its like damn bad...i made terrible mistakes...those fatal kind n i failed math again.i really duno how to say....i did try but the feeling tt i am so far behind everyone else is bad...really bad!but nvm i mus perserve one more month....i will do my very best!!!!

the worst ting of all...is i found out tt i have totally lost contact with my frend.both her hp n home no r nt in use anymore.i was so shocked...our 6yrs of friendship is nt even worth her sending or calling to tell me tt she has changed her no....i really wonder how vulnerable our friendship is.i'm sad...n utterly disappointed....

I'm so sick of studying man so i decided to come online surf net n blog.hais.hmm studying process has been quite slow but i tink i enjoy being at home cox i can really slack.huh wat am i talking about...seems like crapping lei.hmm after reading sth i have some thoughts in my mind.i wonder if i'm really too greedy wen u wan sth u have to forgo sth else.its really a pain procedure.i duno how to explain it but i feel very sad wenever i tink of it,maybe to the verge of crying too.i ponder n ask y is life like tt...can't i be greedy for once??? I long to c my frends....for the nth time.

hmm i hope xiao jing teng releases his album soon man.a random thought.and i will surely buy the s'pore version one some pple!!!haha.ok my clique noe i like him man cox he's damn talented.and suddenly it makes me tink of where's my story?????ok i tink it fair to only continue after prelims.some dog is barking downstairs now man....quite disrupting...they r probably saying hi to each other.ok i got nth to write...shall end here.

YEAH my long long waited short hols have arrived!its been a long time since i ever had a decent rest.i've kinda planned wat i wanted to do dis long wkend.hmm here's a list of it:
1) Organic chem (of cox there's a test on mon-struggling with it btw)
2) Math practice (serene n i agreed to do 2 yrly paper)
3) tuition work
4) Geog-droughts n urbanisation
5) Read newsweek (this is difficult cox i'll probably fall aslp after reading 1pg!)

tt's all it alot lo but i hope to finish them.

so today was national day eve n sch's celebration.nandwani is so funny can.he stuck a s'pore flag out of his pocket today during assembly.i laughed out la so cute.he's patriotic.haha.den ltr we had celebrations.got NAT!!!he sang serene's fav datong song 'AI AI AI'.poh n serene say his pi ying quite zhong.true.tink datong sings better.and serene still insists tt datong loves me.haha.i tink she actually wans datong to love her?o yea its quiet sad tt quite few pple cheer for javin n alot pple like me cheered for nat.i enjoyed the tchers' surprise performance.was quite interesting.others i almost fell aslp can.ok partially due to less slp all becox of geog.

time practice was horrbile.serene say i'm damn free like got alot of time like tt n poh kept tinking i'm behind her.haha.i duno y.and to much embarrassment i dropped my pencil box like accidentally.somehow i duno y caused so much commotion in the LT.

after sch i wenta bugis join frends.initally supposed to meet at 2pm but somehow it dragged till 3plus.we ate at sakae n sang a LOUD bdae song to ch.everyone was looking at us la.haha.nvm who cares.we ate,chit chat,quarrel like nobody's business.and....the bill came up to around 100bucks.goodness we got a shock n asked to c the bill of cox.den we realised tt one dessert which we ordered was like 6.50 per piece.we tot it was 6.50 for 4!wth the menu itself was super misleading can.huiting scolded the manager i guess for the misleading ting on the menu.he jus kinda stand there n shut up.i admit tt it is kinda both at fault.they shuldn't write tt misleading-ly...and next time we shuld be careful about wat we c b4 ordering.

ok i wana go watch huan huan ai.updating 'JING DIAN REN WU BILLBOARD' soon!

I feel tt my whole wkend is filled with bloody alot of hmk...they jus dun seem to end esp geog.6 essay qns to complete during wkend n 3 of them nida write in detail.and there's geog DRQs...urban tut which we nida do ourselves.its jus too much.don't tchers noe these tons of hmk is taking up too much of my time.i don't have time to study at all wen prelims is like 1 month away.

ok finish of complaining about sch work oreadi.hmm i wana cut my hair but sis dun wana acc me go lei.den i was tinking if i shuld keep long hair n tie up den me n tty can have short ponytails tgt.o yea n poh too.act recently i'm having mixed feelings.ok its about some of my frends disliking or maybe hating someone but i dun.o yes i was quite angry over tt tingy which dis someone did to my frend.den i asked someone...she sort of gave my another pt of view.hai ya...i feel pitiful for tt she was ignored lo becox i had dis experience in the past b4.btw act i try nt to hate anyone yet cox i tink its damn tired to hate someone....i'll feel tt my world is so trashy n filled with disgusting pple.but i'm quite relieved tt till now i dun hate anyone at all.

on fri nite i had kfc again.btw i had on wed too.so my retribution came.i'm sick now.cough plus flu.den my daddy very funny.i din noe he's scared of my mummy 2 man.the story goes my mum wanted him to withdraw money for some reason or another but he apparently forgot about it so he was sort of telling me about it during dinner.my reply was: so y u tell me???...i mean its weird la he din withdraw money got nth to do with me at all.den my daddy said: no la jus tell u so ltr wen she scold u noe wat to do ma.lol.so i was supposed to change the subject right after he said he din draw money.

den my mum came home after shopping.she bought cakes...damn nice...blueberry cheesecake,choco,mango cake n apple pie.so nice man they r from the espirit cafe btw.and den ltr she asked my dad if he withdrew money.so he ans den she jus walked away.(btw they were nt looking at each other wen they were talking...they were doing their own stuff).and i was quite surprised...den ltr to our realisation she heard wrongly!!!u c my mummy really has hearing pros she dun deny it herself.

ok tt's all nida go print stuff.update next wk!