I feel tt my whole wkend is filled with bloody alot of hmk...they jus dun seem to end esp geog.6 essay qns to complete during wkend n 3 of them nida write in detail.and there's geog DRQs...urban tut which we nida do ourselves.its jus too much.don't tchers noe these tons of hmk is taking up too much of my time.i don't have time to study at all wen prelims is like 1 month away.

ok finish of complaining about sch work oreadi.hmm i wana cut my hair but sis dun wana acc me go lei.den i was tinking if i shuld keep long hair n tie up den me n tty can have short ponytails tgt.o yea n poh too.act recently i'm having mixed feelings.ok its about some of my frends disliking or maybe hating someone but i dun.o yes i was quite angry over tt tingy which dis someone did to my frend.den i asked someone...she sort of gave my another pt of view.hai ya...i feel pitiful for tt she was ignored lo becox i had dis experience in the past b4.btw act i try nt to hate anyone yet cox i tink its damn tired to hate someone....i'll feel tt my world is so trashy n filled with disgusting pple.but i'm quite relieved tt till now i dun hate anyone at all.

on fri nite i had kfc again.btw i had on wed too.so my retribution came.i'm sick now.cough plus flu.den my daddy very funny.i din noe he's scared of my mummy 2 man.the story goes my mum wanted him to withdraw money for some reason or another but he apparently forgot about it so he was sort of telling me about it during dinner.my reply was: so y u tell me???...i mean its weird la he din withdraw money got nth to do with me at all.den my daddy said: no la jus tell u so ltr wen she scold u noe wat to do ma.lol.so i was supposed to change the subject right after he said he din draw money.

den my mum came home after shopping.she bought cakes...damn nice...blueberry cheesecake,choco,mango cake n apple pie.so nice man they r from the espirit cafe btw.and den ltr she asked my dad if he withdrew money.so he ans den she jus walked away.(btw they were nt looking at each other wen they were talking...they were doing their own stuff).and i was quite surprised...den ltr to our realisation she heard wrongly!!!u c my mummy really has hearing pros she dun deny it herself.

ok tt's all nida go print stuff.update next wk!

One wk of sch have finally ended.SIAN-NESS n TIRED-NESS are two adjectives to describe how it is like.i really wonder how am i gg to survive these 3 months till a'lvls.i feel so slpy wenever i get home.can't do much work n obviously i can't revise.have to wait till wkends to mug like hell.but sch's been fun though esp with random.we'll always doing funny tings n gossiping!exciting wk on gossiping man.lol.some will noe wat i mean.i was wondering if we told tty yet anot?

i've been pondering if i shuld go for night study since i'm so tired?shun bian practice math.hais.sian i totally hate sch to the core.o yea i've been tinking about wat tty told me.let's embrace ____!lol.i tink i'm siao.btw today math remedial was chee da tong lesson.serene was damn disappointed tt she couldn't c chee da tong zhen mian mu cox i forgot to bring maga today.lol.she's so desperate until she wans to go newstand n c.lol.is she gg to kill me?no la no child will murder mummy rite.man y is poh still nt online!!!wana tell her stuff urgently.

few days ago i was tinking sometimes tchers r really biased.seems like tchers always hate me lo.for math for gp...everyting.i duno y am i always the one who nids to change places...get scolded for talking.they ruin my day...makes me frustrated.

i miss my frends.i'm always wondering wen i can go out with them again.hais.no time!!somemore many know gg out is dangerous lo for a reason or other.i act feel sad tt everytime they go out i'm nt with them...i fear of being left out next time....after 3 long months.for some reason......

i prey to be a strong gal for the next few months to endure through dis tough journey!

Today happy happy day.finally i bought my black heels!its quite high.tinking whether i shuld wear them out tmr or nt lei.they r for prom nite btw.den wenta shop shop.walked quite long to buy cat present.its quite difficult to buy lo.btw i got urge to buy clothes again!i tink i do buy clothes on impulse lei cox everytime wen i go out i find tt some of the clothes i bought i dun like to wear le.hais its such a waste.tmr is live earth day i mus help save the earth.serene ask me to wear green i dun wan!haha.o i wana buy lots of stuff!

here's my list:
1)clothes
2)bag
3)shades/sunglasses
4)hairband those silver kind with pattern

tt's all but they will add up such tt i nida save lots of money.i was tinking if i shuld ask mummy sponsor my bag money.haha.pple if u c me eat pls ask me to be on diet n save money.

after shopping wenta meet ch for dinner.damn hungry at tt time.we chatted n she said she saw ting ting.act i kinda regretted tt i din treasure dis frend.we have become total strangers.blame myself for having no guts.hais...

btw BAD NEWS!math extra lessons...hais i really did nt expect it to come tt fast lo.classes have nt even resumed normal yet n i've got this bad news.see i knew bad stormy days r coming soon!REAL SOON!ok so seems like i have to quickly finish up all my shows n prepare myself for serious studies soon.

o yeah act tt day wen i was studying case study for econs i got urge to share some stuff of myself with frends.hmm whether they r sec sch frends or jc frends ok.maybe one day we play true or dare???HAHA den i'll say them out.tt's quite a fun game.i tink i wana be a host...so FUN!i tink i'm influenced by xiao s cox i really like the way she was able to dig up secrets from artists n asking n forcing them to say them out non-stop.someone interested to let me 'tao' out yr secrets to me????ok i shall end here...nida clear my com...too many songs...400plus!

finally exams r over!!!wah it was like hell days can.i din slp the whole nite before my 1st paper which is the killer math paper.hais.during the whole exam i felt tt i couldn't concentrate to tink of how to solve the qns.and truely adrian tan said i did super badly for my p1.its really sad u noe.i did study for math,though i noe i din put in my best effort,but i did study!i'm totally disappointed with myself.and i tink its quite unreasonable for him jus to tell my mum tt i shuld nt go shopping.tt's nt the root of the prob anyway.the point is i duno n my math is nt gd.i din go shopping for many days during the jun hols.i only went shopping like twice!its so rare ok cox GSS is so damn attractive n i can restrain myself from the temptation.no one will stay all day at home studying for the whole jun hols rite i tink anyone will get mad lo.

den for the following days with morn paper i slpt like 4hrs before gg for exams.chem n phy geog was like shit.i crapped all the way through the chem paper.act i dun expect anyting since i din even study for it until the nite before.phy geog i am at a lost of words.i studied so much for floods n only wat flood prediction came out.i was in a state of shock.i can't do litho cox it was like i din study for the entire topic due to time constraint.econs was ok...though ytd wen i studied for my case study till i realise there was a lot of tings i din include in my 25m essay qns.ok i regretted doing tt qns only like now!tt's quite slow lah.human geog i really have nth to say.its the most difficult paper i've ever gotten for human geog.ok it has always been the most ok subject for me can.TNCs i will nver study for it 4ever le.i have cheated twice to study for it n stupid of me to believe it man.n pop geog i din really study for it at all the DRQ looked familiar yet alien cox i din now how to interpret it.throughout the paper i felt useless cox my human geog has always saved my phy geog such tt i can always manage to pass geog but now no hope.ok let's nt talk about studies anymore.

i read poh's blog jus now.i agree with her.wen we r troubled we shuld talk tings out.like i was totally terribly saddened by my math ytd but i talked called n told everyone i could find.lol.o yea btw i am still hoping tt i wun meet adrian tan during my 4days break.joan suggest to wear shades.lol.but i dun have shades!er den tang qian say find alternative ways to go out where i dun meet him.siao.haha.only got 1 way out lah.thx to my parents who live right inside the HDB flats so there's only one way out.

currently i watching a lot of shows n enjoying my only break left.huan huan ai n witch yoo hee nice nice!er after tt i tink i will have to go night study n work hard towards prelims.i can predict my sleepless nights coming soon.dun care i shall enojy life now first.i have a thought now.how i wish i am on holidays with my family.i love travelling!its keeps me away from studying n all my stress......hols mummy!!!mummy say we gg south korea i duno how true tt is.she bluffed me tt we can go japan a few yrs ago so i dun believe her now.haha.ok i go watch witch yoo hee liao.bye bye.update soon i promise!