today was nt mugging day for me.only managed to complete vectors math in mac.so the conclusion is mac is nt a gd place to study at all.i tink sch is a much better choice.hmm jus now i was reading econs forum n i wana slp oreadi.haha.so i tink i come to blog.

inn poh n me took the wrong bus back to ny bus stop all thx to yixiu.lol.she told us to take the bus which goes to ang mo kio n we realised ltr tt how come the bus journey so long n come to realise tt we shuld actually take the 73 bus which goes to tp interchange.wth.den we alighted at the bus stop near a sch called rosyth(i duno if i spelt it correctly but i noe its sth like tt) n waited damn long.in the end i got back at 645pm n felt so tired.tt's y i watched tv n came online to get geog lec slides n check litespeed n slp soon.

wat i have learnt today: thanks=tanks.
LOL

ok actually i enjoyed tuition ytd.u noe like how would i ever enjoy gp?but i did!as in i tink i would nver be able to enjoy gopal's lessons but nt my private tutor's lesson.she's so much more interesting.she tells me tings n reflections she tink of wen she reads an article n it is so much more diff than wat i tink.i'm like the 'cannot tink' kind n i managed to find out y.

the story goes: we read dis article on NE.the writer suggests tt NE shuld be taught in a creative n teach teenagers to be a critical tinker n reflective person.one eg she gave was the hossen leong(if i dun spell it wrongly) song in one of his plays.the song consists of s'pore's history n it is made up into a song.

the pt made by my tutor was if young children like those attending pre-sch r so much exposed to too much 'creative ways' of teaching(eg dance,musical,coloured pics n blah down the list) they tend to restrict the child's imagination.how?

take for eg b4 a child gets to watch the movie harry potter he reads the book.wat he could have imagined is so much diff from the movie.i agree.wen i started to read harry potter wat i've imagined is diff.wat we saw in the movie is wat the director tot of n captures them down.the pt is diff pple have diff tinking n imagination.

like ET...before we watch ET(aliens)...my image of aliens r like they mus have dis helmet which looks like those which pple who go into space wear on their heads.they r like flowing individuals n they have green dim within them.dun ask me its jus wat i imagine ok.haha.but wen we watch ET n talk about them in future or wen someone mentions about aliens...the image tt comes to some pple's mind or say children's minds r ET-looking aliens.but who on earth actually noe how exactly does an alien look like?

and in a way as we watch more tv n shows we get lazier in our tinking.we let others tink for us.i disagree.wen i am free i read the synopsis which i-weekly provides n as i read i start to imagine the scene in my mind.haha.i can say its rather diff from the actual one i saw on tv.mine more exaggerated.she oso said reading bks help cultivate tinking n imagination.true cox i tink its becox i dun like to read bks such tt my imagination sucks.

teaching creative will oso make the kid nt being able to sit down n study the bk wen the test comes.of cox i wun say dis kind of teaching mtd doesn't help..i agree it does n it helps but to some extent...if it is to cater to kids nowadays becox they have a short attention span den its wrong.my god r pple getting bored???lol ok i tink i shall nt dwell on it since many pple hate go to the core.

o yea most imptly, she taught me nt to be rude to my parents.haha.ok i managed to be polite to them till now.still too early to say but i will try my very best.i tink i din tell many pple before tt my parents tink i wun support them wen they r old one day.they tink i will send them go old-age home can.den i'm like wat!!!! yes i maybe rude to them but i am nt tt bad to tt extent.pls i even tot of paying for all their travelling expenses wen they r old...as in overseas travel.my whole family loves to travel excepts my bro.i tot he inherited the wrong genes ok.haha.

one more interesting(maybe nt to some) ting to share: women who r housewives can get almost half of the husband's asserts after they divorce.ok i noe wat u guys r tinking.no pls wat i wana say as compared to the past where the housewives gets nth except the ailmony from the husband its so much better.i hate society in the past for nt recongising the contributions of women to the society.and i am pissed off with women being discriminated at work.

i tink i like to know more about society.tt's probably y i like human geog.study about human behaviour...sth like tt.don't get me wrong i will nver study geog in uni.i'll probably die if i do tt.haha.

btw i am happy today cox i received gd news from my frend.hmm my sec frends poly results coming out tmr.tink shuld be much better than mine.i was tinking jus now tt wat will life be if i were in a poly.i could actually get into the same course as my frends cox they took tourism related courses too.i noe its unbelievable tt i wana go into tt course.pple r convinced even my mum saying i shuld go be PR since i like to talk so much.watever ok.

i wish them gd luck!!! i tink they can do very well.(as compared to my lousy results)lol.

PS: y is jenna nt replying my msg again.i debt she wun even visit my blog cox she is even more busy than i am.lol.

wah super long entry.break record liao.......hahaha.....

i cried.i duno y but tears jus roll down my cheeks.i am so affected to the extent i can't even concentrate to study for block test after i knew it.i managed nt to rmb it for the whole day until...

it was like tt on thurs nite too.can't study for my math test seriously cox i keep on tinking about it.keep on feeling tt guilt in my heart cox u r my best frend.

i duno from where shuld i start but i really wan to go but its the money matter.

after typing n deleting a huge para above,talking n tinking,
my conclusion: I am gg.

i am willing to go cox u r my one frend whom i tink its worth it to do so.

i feel better now.have concentration to study!!!(i dun wan night study!!!)

huiting thx for yr msg.i teared wen i read it.

miss u......

today is like wrong from the start of the day.firstly,really super sorry poh for not accompanying u to go prom.i really wanted to go like as a clique to have fun but it just seems that no one wants to go.i was rather disappointed.then i think that its weird to sit with people i am not familiar with so i decided not to go.

moreover the physics education teacher is so idiot today can.i feel like....(can't say out-its rated) is like how can he say that.its not as if we r worthless please.so what if we r not good in soccer as long as our studies r good who cares!its not as if society sees whether u pass yr physics education test.of course unless u want to be a physics teacher which i think is....
and most importantly we did not ask for yr help n stop asking us to pick the balls for u!!!

today math change teacher so i don't really understand a thing.he teaches so fast though i think his handwriting much better than tan.suddenly i felt that math sucks.tomorrow still got math test.yuck is like almost every week got math test and aren't the teachers sick of them.

(my friend din reply my message.i am feeling a bit down that my concern seems like nth to anyone.)

anyway yesterday the random company was found.o all of us have different posts in the com.i laughed upon hearing that i need to keep in contact with the guilin caveman because i am the public relations officer.like what the hell.(laughing) and i still don't understand y his salary r measured by bananas.(o is it because they live in cave n don't need cash to spend).anyway our factory is based in china because we export our production process.(laughing) as u know workers r cheap in china.

should i go play badminton with my friends next sat?i am in a dilemma because i have not studied for block test at all.i dun even think i can finish studying but i wish to meet them up.i hate the school.if i fail any of my subjects in block test i am down for night study.can they like hear what we want.i can't study after a whole day of lessons in school already.don't they just understand at all that we r humans n not robots?we can't work like shit without having time to rest at all.I DON"T WANT TO GO NIGHT STUDY!!!!!!!!

suddenly i remembered a dream i had some days ago.i only remembered like part of it.i was in this bathroom which is as big as a living room(those 5 room kind) n the mirror is like super long n big enough for me to c myself from head to toe.there's washing basin n the weirdest thing is there r benches in the bathroom but there isn't any bathtub or shower place.and the point is people visit me in that bathroom.i think my dream makes no sense.

i want to go watch show!!!Bye.

Apparently i think i told many people i can't spell a lot of things on my blog now due to some stupid problems which i myself can't resolve.probably i will do it when i have the time.i feel like i am writing an essay with no short forms at all.please get used to it man.

people say i never update my blog so i am free now so i will talk non-stop.BE PREPARED!!!GO!!!!!!!!!!!!

yesterday got back chi results.got A n i am surprised cox i used to getting b n c grades for chi.heard from my friend got B den she very sad den she ask me whether she should re-take.i shall call her later to ask her.my sch did well dis yr as compared to the past 30 yrs.best results since our sch ever existed.like 196 people(did i get no wrongly...somewhere there anyway) who scored 3A's for a level subjects n principal shake hands like 1 hr den finish.super boring seeing them is just like nth to do.i wonder how i feel one yr later wen i taking results.nervous?will i not be able to sleep the night before..it has never happened before n i hope it doesn't.i dun wan go back to sch with eye bags.suddenly i feel like remember my dreams.there was once i had weird dreams n they r super funny.i even dream of one of the superstars.

yea den tutor scold me today again.i am damn pissed off by her.its like not as if i am the only one talking.she's just so biased.i hate her.anyway my tutor told me so what if u hate her?wen i graduate already. i also don't c her so there's nth to be so bothered by her.quite true.i love my tutor man.i broke down that day in front of her.still quite embarrassed now upon thinking about it.den she console me say everybody who goes to college will go through dis route.den she ask me like how am i n how she can help me n blah.i think its really nice of her cox she's so busy with her work n she will still think of ways to help me.den she know i very stress also will try not to so called 'force' me to think critically for general paper.actually i think she's so much better than that woman.at least she teaches me to think!

recently me n serene got into making people into good friends.all thanks to tank and his best friend(i can't spell the name out).there is another pair of good friends we know also.guess?damn funny.i think nobody understands y we keep on laughing whenever we c them.o talking about tank's father the one who acts in the practice.he fighting case for some gambling addict i guess.the show was aired in 1996 on channel 5 i guess.goodness looking at the advertisements r like damn ancient.some looked familiar n funny if u c them now.how good if i work in television station n get to c all the advertisements from the past.

tty keeps on calling me (my blog name-i can't spell it out) in a very super LOW voice.its quite scary at times.they say it sounds funny.(laughing out loud-tty ask me to that if i can't spell it in short form).i dun know y.today also keep on bullying me.hit my tummy 3 times.tty i will remember 4ever.(laughing).i revenged before she went back home.anyway her tummy like smaller than mine but hitting it is like same feeling as mine!o yea n most importantly random gang keep on harassing me to stop eating chocolate.there's even a i dun know call what to stop me from eating chocolate.goodness.never mind u all cannot stop my love for chocolate!!!(laughing..............)

Thursday went with zoo gang to cine to watch 'just follow law'.lame but funny at times show.i am stressed so i sort of laughed my lungs out.the main actress really din care about her image in the show which i think is the best acting i enjoyed from her dramas n movies.ate long john after that for 1 hr man!broke record.everyone could have guessed i talked a lot rather than eating alone.talk about some people n math tutor.how i just shut up n dun wan ans his repeated questions.i found out that it was a rather good way after all.he quite busybody today.me n serene was like reading sch magazine n he appeared behind suddenly n said 'see what see'...like what the hell!o anyway sch magazine photos r super funny like shit man,esp the teacher's ones.econ and chemistry teacher..whatever teacher n much more.

i got to go.update soon i promise.anyway holidays coming soon.YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!