It's been such a long time since i've last blogged.haha.joan if u r seeing dis entry it is dedicated to u ok.haha.or rather i updated becox of u so c u got so much impact!!!!hmm i'm jus lazy to blog plus watching vcds is so attractive.btw..been watching snow queen dis korean show.its damn nice n funny probably for half the show.i am still waiting for serene to lend me foxy lady.i've wanted to watch it long ago le.

o yea last mon wenta watch shrek 3.damn funny n nice.was walking to bus stop on the way to consultation with papa ng den i saw an old woman.she looks damn like my ah ma.suddenly i got an urge to meet my ah ma.den last sat i was on the bus on my way home i saw dis malay gal.she was crying silently on the bus.her parents din bother her at all.for the whole journey i stole some glances at her.so poor ting.she reminded me of my childhood.i rmb i used to cry on the bus 2...silently.dun quite rmb wat happened cox i have pretty bad memory.o yea for much moments i wanted to go up to her to comfort her.i wondered wat her parents felt can..cox i tink her dad beside her knows tt she's crying but HE DID NTH!why...

ok i shall proceed to studying.its been slow for the past wk except wkends.tink cox huiting motivated me to study.wana go outing means i have to work hard n study more on days at home.outing outing dis wkend i hope.my bag kinda in a spoilt condition last fri wen i was shopping with zoo gang.i got so pissed off with the zip so i wan buy new bag n i hope my mum permits me to buy one.O YES i finally bought my grey jeans.nice nice but quite hot.maybe its becox its been long since i last wore long jeans.o i tot i was supposed to talk about my studying progress????back track.i haven started on math n chem.math math i shall start tmr.i'm scared cox wen i went out on fri i saw adrian tan.goodness if i fail he's gonna suan me like hell.he keeps tinking i'm damn free.but fri was my first outing lei.i always believe exams is nt all about studying only.enjoying n gg out to relax is very impt.like wat papa ng say we cannot finish studying everyting now.ok probably nt math but other more demanding content subjects.

haha ok i am tired of typing le...so much all of a sudden.bye bye.update soon.

I'm so damn tired!today went for audrey koh lesson for like half an hr only cox she was late n she let us off early.hmm i don't quite understand y my tcher dun wana let me off for lec.is like impt u noe..for mid-yrs n a'lvls.can't compare us with j1s who have econs lec.I'm nt trying to say they r nt impt but they've got more than a yr to learn it but as for me its jus like months only.its a total huge diff u noe.ok shall nt dwell on it anymore.

biz was ok today.better than i expected.haha.at first i have to walk around so many times due to my table being a square one nt round like joan's kind so she can sit with her members but i can't.now my legs feel wobby n i felt so tired i slp jus now too on the sofa.but ltr wen the comp starts it was ok.they learnt quite fast n i consider them better than me.haha.btw at first wen it was intro themselves to others in the gp..it was damn bad n situation was awkward..all guys i duno wat to talk to them.joan ask me to 'fa hui' my talking abilities but den u have to c i duno anyting about com games like dota...nt even basketball of soccer so wat can i talk about den.only a gal in my gp so poor ting.ltr all tings got better wen i tot them tips of the game n blah.haha.happy one guy from my gp got top10.the gal sitting beside him call him handsome.she's quite funny cox i noticed she was biased against the guy who has a name which is quite difficult to pronounce n u have to c her reactions lo.they r like having a 3 vs 3 game.act more precisely its a 2 vs 2 game.haha.hard to explain u have to be there to witness it.

den hor the smu guy siao one.keep on insisting i scared of him but y shuld i can.den he pop out from nowhere standing beside me twice.isn't he mad?somemore wana take foto with my 'boy' hair now.no way i insisted the other smu guy nt to take...den he say 'come everyone smile to the camera'.wah i was like no no.hais...but ltr he was ok lah...ask him a lot of qns cox i very unsure with the cards n wat they meant.he's quite patient with teaching but his voice is kinda weird.hmm btw wen mr quek was giving out some sort of awards...pple from my gp say he looked impatient n fierce.no no man mr quek is so damn comical.nt all pple c tt.

ytd went shopping with mummy at marina.i bought stuff.a blouse from topshop i love it ok cox it simply dun reveal my tummy.haha.i love shopping to the core i wan more.shopping makes me so happy somemore sch's so ok today.haha.gd mood.hmm den the guys from my class ask about tt ass today.they tot i angry i duno...cox i said fbt tingy.thunder thighs...ok i din say tt but i wasn't.i was quite calm i am sure.act i tink i dun really care about her cox she dun really exist in my world...i dun bother her so i'm nt angry.somemore its nt like her dress sense damn gd.she once looked like _______ or maybe she still look.haha.

ok tired of typing already.bye bye.