Hmm i duno wat to start off with cox i jus wanted to blog.let's c...ok i tot of one.ytd wen i was gg home with tze yin in the mrt she told me tt some were discussing tt i said i wanted to marry rich guy.ok i mus clarify lah i was jus kidding.rich man i got no security at all.haha.but the guy nid to earn more than i do cox i am a spendthrift whether is shopping or eating.den she ask me wat type i wan i say average looking n she told me to pick anyone in the nearby cabins in the mrt.boy or gal oso can.wth lo.

den hor i am gg to dedicate dis to yixiu n cat!read joan's blog jus now n get to noe yixiu helped out with the painting of our class stuff!!!!tanks YIXIU n CAT!!!! u r nt forgotten by me.haha.

i tink i get mad easily these few days but i duno y.maybe sometimes i can't take it.hmm i've been tinking izzit becox i am too sensitive oreadi or izzit jus diff from the past.luckily i forgot easily too but sometimes i get reminded of it too.

i wish for holidays to come!!!

cupcakes treat from cat tmr...YEAH!!!

I tink green is my lucky colour for the wk.whenever i wear my green earring i am kinda lucky.like night study is off...the wk is getting better n better.hmm i am still deciding whether to go for tmr's rehearsal for sch anniversary cox its takes up the whole afternoon.wana watch tv.can they dun deprive me of my tv time even after night study prog.lol.serene nice guessing wat show i watching ok???she's always guessing sth from me.haha.

today no chem lesson so poh n i waited for serene n joan lesson n consultation to finish respectively.ltr we headed to town cox i tot nth to do at home so go walk walk since its oso been a long time since i've last shopped.o yes i having shopping list n its damn long tze yin.there's clothes...lots of clothes..shoes n maybe 3 necklaces.

hmm we went to kino to buy stationary n browsed through some chi horoscope books.c if we r lucky dis yr n blah.actually we wanted to find some personality tests books but we can't find it at all so went to c some horoscope bks.we had some interesting findings.shall nt elaborate cox i can't rmb at all.lol.ok i have terrible memory lo i agree.after tt wenta eat.joan n i shared carrot cake from food court in taka.4 bucks n so little amt given.they cheat us!!!den its nt nice somemore.lol.i suddenly rmb cat n poh insist i am grumpy in the 7 drawfs.yaya i complain alot i agree.btw poh has new names again.haha.its so easier to create new names for her.omg is she gg to be angry reading dis???POH PLEASE DUN BE ANGRY OK.lol.kidding.i din write wat's yr new name.haha.

after eating we went home.lol.serene created a new code.its called 'sociable darkness'.lol.wana noe wat it means ask me.there's the pure kind too.btw i was tinking if serene was asking me whether she can post dis up on her blog i tink.i couldn't really hear clearly cox i was walking our of the train back home.its damn funny cox with dis new code we can talk about it w/o worrying pple will noe wat r we talking about.lol.o yea den during the bus journey to bishan serene n i kept on laughing esp at the guy who acts like gangster n left one of his legs on the seat in front of him.serene suggested he could put both of his legs in front for some reason or other..den i asked her who can do tt she said JACKIE CHAN.lol.why cox he can do stunts even if he is insecure with both legs in front as in if he can't balance himself.we laughed like hell.we discovered the both of us like 'wu yan zu' alot plainly cox he's damn handsome n charming.o yea joan if u r seeing dis pls pls lend me protege vcd!!! i wana watch my idol.haha.finally i can find sth to watch.

btw miss gopal was funny today or rather a bit scary.one of the guys in my gp class was playing with his tie n she got so irritated at him tt she wans to use the tie n strangle him.lol.ok we r sadists cox we laughed upon hearing tt.din noe she was tt violent ok.den tze yin say she like chen tian cai.omg i'm like wat.i am nt saying he ugly...he's actually handsome considered his age but i dun like tt old guys.its like 20yrs diff.WU YAN ZU!!!! btw joan dun like any actors...she's so obessed with foo n yanzi.lol.

ok my entry damn long i typed until my hands tired le.bye bye.i like my life now so nice though i still kinda angry with mummy.

Apparently i have 10 mins before my show starts so i shall make it a short entry here.hmm NY WON SA ytd in table tennis. 3-0.YEAH!!! so happy.i can feel the intense comp atmosphere which i dun feel it wen i watch it at home.but it was quite hot inside the hall.chung cheng main sch really looks like a temple.o the sch's damn big as compared to our sec sch one can.there's ipoh noodles.lol.n serene did her first angry hint action there 2.so funny.on our way back to sch we played 'passing msg' game.damn funny cox joan jus cannot rmb wat i tell her.tze yin is even worse trying to create a name for some indian guy.lol.i tink my first msg supposed to be funny but in the end it came out quite short.i hope to hear tze yin say the mamasan words tt i created for her.tze yin *hint hint*.

i jus saw serene's entry dis afternoon.she was like calling out for pple to help her tink of the name she was supposed to guess.lol.have a nice time guessing hah.i dun tink anyone can ever guess dis name out cox its too ridiculous to have such a name.o yea she din post the ting she was supposed to tell me lo.hais somemore say nver gossip about me.'ming ming jiu you'!

btw night study is over!YEAH....let's celebrate man.so happy though we still nid to go back on every mon for extra lessons.as in self-study n do the assignments.i feel like consulting koh for phy geog.anyone wana join me?

ok i gtg watch show.Bye.

ARGH!!!!! i am damn disappointed with my pw results.a C is definitely nt wat i expected.i was telling tang qian how i felt jus now n she told me about the desperate uncle who kept talking to her on the bus.lol.i was the savior of her day.anyway back to the topic...i tink pw has made me hate someone even more.(due to constraints i can't say who the person is) tt person say our gp is gd yet u c wat kind of results we get??? i tink its becox i had hope n i was so sad upon hearing my results.i tink other pple looks fine with their results.hai...tang qian say sad oso can't do anyting.true but i can't help but tinking about it all day.

night study n doing so much goeg has oso led to into depression n sickness soon.jus now i was eating chicken rice for dinner...ate less than half n i felt like puking everyting out oreadi.din have appetite n can u imagine i dun even feel like eating my fav choco.my throat like quite bad nw.i am feeling so tired n weak now.there's nafa test next wk somemore.so soon i am nt prepared at all.broad jump still as terrible.wen will the govt ever take nafa out of the pe system???making me tired n sticky after nafa training jus gets me into bad mood only ok.

i was taking mrt with tze yin back home.den a funny ting happened.while i was about to sit down on the seat in the train, the train started to move n i lost balance i lean my whole body towards tze yin.lol.den she keep on resisting me cox i was kinda like pushing her but i jus could nt control myself.lol.i saw pple in the train looking at us btw.so embarrassing can.

and i am discussing about biz banner with ah joan now.damn 'song' our banner.hope it gets chosen n u all will get to c the banner we designed in ny i guess. it goes 'wana discover the new meaning of MONEY embrace (watever the event is named)'...and SMART MONEY awaiting for u...COME!!!...lol.i tot of them.dun laugh ok...i tink the finanical logo one damn nice n power. they said 'y work for money wen u can have money working for u' n they have dis fat cat as their logo.u will get to c the fat cat on ny banner.its quite true...i pondered upon c-ing the banner they designed...as in the smu pple i guess.

shuld have heed my mum's advice n go poly.full of regrets.

Tang Qian won VJC!!!!! lol.i cannot imagine how happy i was upon hearing tt ok because she defeated someone(if u noe wat i meant).haha.act i was quite lazy to update my blog due to the tired schedule ytd but since i promised her i will write it i shall have a short entry here.so our sch table tennis team is in top 6 fighting for top 4.YEAH!!!cheers man.jiayou!

ok so ytd night study started.i tink koh is mad.she said 2 drqs n it seemed more like 2 essay qns can.she bluff us.i joined huiyi after cca ytd at i-space.chatted too much i tink den i went out for dinner.had chicken cutlet which made me had stomachache ltr.so the many of us did geog n chatted at the same time.shit dickson noes who is hee-mee now.i tink next time we talk about stuff we nid to be careful of the pple around us.so i nid to do 2 qns everyday.its totally horrible cox it takes up alot of my time including wkends.act i wanted to go shopping dis sat but its all ruined becox of phy geog.2 wks of hell shit.can i endure it???can someone teach me hydrology n landforms???i seriously hope to graduate from the night study in 2 wks time.

o yea den i took cab home ytd n i saw mummy.i tot she's so gd to wait for me downstairs but NOOO...lol she went to collect sago dessert from my aunt.den i was trying to find the almond cookies but they r all gone.i tink my family r huge eaters.

ok i nid to go do geog oreadi.life sucks like shit now.

finally i got back all my results.in short they r horrible.i still duno if i can pass geog so it all depends whether koh wans to give me at least 5m for my essay qns.i hope she will be kind to me for once.i was actually quite sad cox during geog lec on wed my phy geog r like totally sucky.9/51?(excluding 16m essay qns) who will ever get worse than me ok?i saw poh got twice of mine though she oso din mark the 16m essay den i was tinking...wah lao i really very lousy lei.obviously there is no a nid to say the person sitting on my left who is tty who got so gd.hmm den sad the whole geog lec.actually i was reflecting or rather tinking y i always score so bad for phy geog.izzit becox i hate tt subject such tt i dun learn as efficient as human geog?or izzit becox i dun study phy geog unless there is a test or exam coming up.i jus got my mid-yr timetable today n realised chem n phy geog paper is on the same day!wth man.i duno.the moment i c tt day i dun feel like studying at all.WHY????....feel like dying c-ing phy geog can.

o yea so my best subject is gp so far.its ridiculous ok.i din study much for gp becox i knew gopal give strong hints on euthanasia so i jus study tt.ok gd manage to at least pass n get a D so my tutor wun gimme a stare but she will probably ask y the other subjects suck like shit.den i will nid to explain n explain.i hope she can help me achieve some decent results for gp cox its impt if my other subjects sucks.but i tink its quite difficult to score for gp with sarcastic tutors.lol.

btw ytd was 4th april.damn suai can.firstly 133 din come for 25mins.i was so damn pissed off waiting for so long i mean wat's wrong with all the sbs pple.irritating!den i took cab with my frend to rush to ny so tt i wun be late.o yea i forgot to say there was 2 j1s at my bus stop n one guy keep on turning behind n c if i go off.lol.somehow recall my j1 days cox i oso scare my seniors jus run away or disappear suddenly.but i'm alright if he's anxious about late-coming but i can't stand tt he keeps on acting cool by doing sth to his hair.so his actions add on to me being even more pissed off.lol.i duno y.den ltr in the day lockers cannot open!shit my gp 'Just do it!' will become 'Just throw it' n gp file.i hope gopal dun call for tut ws if nt i am so damn dead can.pray pray vendors pls dun throw away all random stuff!den another bad ting is obviously geog.

serene was jus funny.she wanted to ask me about human geog cox she say i am 'human girl'.lol.den today she brought human geog notes n asked me a few qns.her actions quite fast lo.hmm anyway i dun tink my human geog results gd enough.nt tt i am arrogant but pple shuld noe how terrible my phy geog is so in order to amend the failure grade i nid to do extremely well in my human geog.somemore essay only L1 which is 7m.ok i expected tt cox i came up with the eg myself so its called 'self-created' eg!lol.make me tink of 'self created retribution'.den john wrote nid more substantial eg i tink sth like tt.o yea den wen we went home today while walking out of the sch we saw yixiu!she so 'ke poor'(my new phrase again!) cox she was scolded by tcher regarding some lunch problems i guess.i actually wanted to say poor ting.den it came our ke poor.a mixture of ke lian n poor ting so it became 'ke poor'.serene say we can form our own random dictionary which only pple in the kpo club will understand.

den today we saw the humanities or rather the arts department board.watever looks damn funnny.den we say the complex tcher n heng got 'fu qi lian' means they look like husband n wife.at tt moment chi passed by.hope he din hear wat we say or maybe he tink we talking about him.yuck.lol.so bad ltr i get retribution.

sch sucks.more n more tests remedials coming up i tink.yuck the disaster has jus started lo.terrible days of staying up late r coming back to haunt me again.its all my own fault for nt working hard for block test.watever.

Its been a long time since i last blogged i guess so since i am free now i tot i wanted to blog about some stuff.ytd was ny sports carnival.o yes our class won in every game the frisbee,dragonbaot n running.very good!lol we tot we will win the best class but sadly we r nt in e top five at all.nvm at least we had some achievements lo.after the carvinal poh,cat,joan,tze n me took an hr long journey to novena.ate at mos burger n shopped.square 2 is damn nice to shop got alot of shops i liked.n yes i am in a super super regret mood tt i din buy the 9.90 high heels shoes which is on sales in mondo shop.i hope the sales last till dis wk cox i might wana go there to buy the white pair of high heels.

though today is sun only i am so looking forward to coming fri which is good fri means i no nid go sch!YESSSSSS!super happy.i meeting frends shopping.finally my shopping mood is back!i can't stand it i nid to save money.lol.

hmm ok sad ting to announce tt i got U for both my math n econs.so damn disappointed.i mean though i jus browse through most topics for math i din nt expect it to be tt bad.i shuld have listened to tq n practised instead of jus reading lec notes.i am currently waiting for tq to finish her comp so tt we can practise math tgt.i tink i am only motivated to do math tgt with her.shit n i tink tt will be like mid-april.so late.as for econs i expected the results to be like tt lah.actually i was kinda affected by tt idiot librarian though i din say it out.she's so idiotic..dun really wana scold her using vugularities cox its uncivilised.she's totally mad in short.so she sort of affected my mood for the econs exams.den i keep telling myself to concentrate during the midst of the test so i tink tt's is y i scored better in my case study than my essay.as for chem i jus passed.i'm feeling so depressed for the whole wk cox of the results.duno how to tell my parents about the horrbily lousy results ok.and actually if i tell u tt i din study pls believe me.c my results now u noe i actually din study much.esp chem n math.chem i jus studied like the day before the test.

i sincerely hope i can pass gp n geog though i noe my geog got no hope at all.even human geog cox i studied for only TNC n irritatingly it did nt come out at all.wth.sian.i told myself i nid to work hard n study right now cox mid-yr is gg to be tough n test like everyting.

btw i realised sometime ago tt actaully my frends n i face the same prob.i pity her situation n i really wanted to help her.but actaully i tink of it now there's nth much i can do to help her at all.u noe a lot of tings in life is beyond our reach.we cannot control everyting.nvm i tink everytime i meet her i shall be more...i duno.its hard to describe.make her talk more about it.i tink because i treasure dis frend tt's y i do tt.hmm wat am i talking about man.lol.

my frend msg me ytd: sook how r u?meet up soon.

and during the midst of the horrbile wk other frend oso msg: how r u?feeling better.exams results ok?

ok they care for me.so touched.esp wen my frend encourage me alot of stuff.

hmm i had stomachache n diarhea(duno how to spell) jus now.disgusting.i shitted in the morning btw oreadi.duno wat happen.i tink i am random.ok i duno wat to say but i tink i wana close down my blog or jus leave it cox i dun have mood to blog at all.