a world of all sorts

2007-12-08T08:12:00.000-08:00

Recently i've been busy with clearing up my room.had quite a few surprises n funny stuff which made me laugh.I've discovered many cards which i had neglected these yrs n i read through every single letter i've kept since pri sch.It's nice reading them they keep my memory of my growing up yrs more vivid cox everyone noes i have a memory prob.I even have a bdae card which has a happy bdae song...tt's a card from my best frend man.and there r cards which my pri sch frends n i used to write to each other during our sch days...i tink it was quite popular ting to do at tt time.but i tink i lost a lot though...searched high n low but i can't find them.o ya many xmas cards too.i had a sudden thought.i tink these xmas cards can't replace those email xmas cards...cox its jus the feeling tt woo...i have an old frend who sends me a card! I duno how to describe tt feeling. and there's a funny ting..everyone will ask the same bloody qns in a letter man.lol.i din realise it man until i read all of them.goodness.anyone wana noe ask me.O i hate spring cleaning anyway...its damn dirty n tiring.haha.

Ytd i jus borrowed 'Shopaholic n baby' from huiting.EXCITING MAN!!! I waited like months to read dis bk.actually i wanted to buy it from MPH cox it has a promotion of 20% off for all bks i guess...but since my frend has it i tot i shuld save money...maybe i shuld buy the earlier books which i haven read b4.this book is great man! i tink the author describes the feelings n actions of Becky, a shopaholic, very well.I hope the MPH discount ting is still on den maybe i'll try persuade my mum to buy me the other books or other bks.anyone any recommendations?Maybe suspense bks would be great.

I can't stand the smell of my hair.it utterly stinks.wat to do...i wan to rebond it myself.anyway its nt very straight anymore.suddenly i have the urge to learn make-up.i tink i'm being influenced by my frends,esp jiamin!aNd i'm in love with painting my nails...now i only have black...wen i have money i shall buy more.my mum actually offered to buy me but i rejected..i'm so full of regrets now can!LOL.i wan money to buy new clothes! o yea i have urge to play sims too after visiting cat's blog! SIMS!!!!!!!! i hate my com i tink it will die soon..like real soon.it broke down last wk! i hope i can get myself a laptop...APPLE!hehe...i tink i'm too greedy. watever...econs teaches us tt we have unlimited wants anyway.ITS TRUE!

P.S: hope inn poh gets to slp more. hope my poly frends who r having exams on mon good luck! I prayed for u guys!

2007-11-26T06:52:00.000-08:00

Life been so relaxing man.haha.i tink i'm leading a pig's life now.everyday its either i'm out of the hse or at home you-tubing or watching tv.lol.btw last sat i wenta buy winter clothings for the coming china trip!Its fun man...i have leather gloves...thick sweater....ultra long socks(those soccer length) and more.I super duber love the gloves can...its black n i tink i can be killer with it! I was showing jiamin the foto i took on my camera den she was like 'is tt leather gloves??' haha...today i went to her hse.FUN! she taught me how to make-up n stuff...funniest ting..i duno how to close my eyes probably..so its kinda difficult to put make-up.den i wenta explore her hse n we saw a very interesting ting (her sis bf..so fair!)

I'm quite frustrated recently.I tink its becox of prom stuff.i can't find the right dress..short of money to buy cosmetics n wat so ever.hais...i am tinking of how to persuade my mum to pay the make-up stuff for me.ANYONE GOT IDEAS PlS TELL ME! I long to find work now n earn money actually...at least i got money den i can buy stuff...cox i have sth in mind to do.

I had a random chat with tq ytd.we were talking about wat we r gg to do after we get our a'lvls. she's tinking of gg business or psychology den i feel like studying economics or psychology.but practically i hate sciences so i dun tink i'm gg to study psychology. I kinda of tink wat i like is made up of many factors like the tutor, the lectures, the coping with the subject n stuff...so i'm act quite doubtful whether i really like it....if nt easiest go business...but i tink its hard to get in.

ok above r jus some random thoughts of mine recently.hee.nth to say le.byebye.
( sometimes i tink it takes 2 hands to clap...with regards to friendship )

2007-11-17T21:12:00.000-08:00

ARRRHHHH its been such a long time since i've last blogged.so finally a'lvls is over.hmm its really tough though n i have no confidence if i can actually do well but nvm wat's done is done i can't do anyting with it already.btw every paper was difficult,esp geog.

SO TO ALL MY FRIENDS WHO HAVEN FINISH THEIR PAPERS ALL THE BEST!!!!!
(to: SONG dear, AH BAO, MUMMY CAT n YIXIU!!!)

i went out these 2 days i realised tt i dun really like crowds now.i used to be ok with it but i tink i kinda uncomfortable with crowds.i tink maybe its becox its been such a long time since i've been out of my world man.like months since i last shopped?????

Ytd i went far east but i din manage to meet serene!haha.erm i wanted to buy a new bag n my prom dress.couldn't manage to find anyting yet but soon.i tried on a dress for prom but i tink i look weird in it.sometimes it really inconvenient to find a dress given my height .jiamin will always laugh loudly upon seeing a dress which is meant for those 1.8m tall pple so u can imagine how long it will be for me ok.haha.i always say can use to sweep the floor n wen i get home i can collect a lot of dust at the bottom of the dress.hmm i tink i'll try to get my bag on tue.

anyway mum doesn't wan to get me a new fone.so sad la....i wana buy the sony ericssonW910i!!! but i tink my mum kinda compromise n ask if i wana go for re-bonding...how!!!i wan both!!!haha ok i'm damn greedy lo.they r nt back from malaysia yet.....its nice sometimes tt i have such freedom.hehe.but washing clothes makes my hand become rough man....sobs.

ok i duno wat to write akready.BYE.update soon!

2007-09-28T05:11:00.000-07:00

It has been an emotional wk for me...for those who dun wana read a sad entry den pls dun continue reading.ok firstly i got back my bloodly prelims results...its like damn bad...i made terrible mistakes...those fatal kind n i failed math again.i really duno how to say....i did try but the feeling tt i am so far behind everyone else is bad...really bad!but nvm i mus perserve one more month....i will do my very best!!!!

the worst ting of all...is i found out tt i have totally lost contact with my frend.both her hp n home no r nt in use anymore.i was so shocked...our 6yrs of friendship is nt even worth her sending or calling to tell me tt she has changed her no....i really wonder how vulnerable our friendship is.i'm sad...n utterly disappointed....

2007-09-05T01:36:00.000-07:00

I'm so sick of studying man so i decided to come online surf net n blog.hais.hmm studying process has been quite slow but i tink i enjoy being at home cox i can really slack.huh wat am i talking about...seems like crapping lei.hmm after reading sth i have some thoughts in my mind.i wonder if i'm really too greedy wen u wan sth u have to forgo sth else.its really a pain procedure.i duno how to explain it but i feel very sad wenever i tink of it,maybe to the verge of crying too.i ponder n ask y is life like tt...can't i be greedy for once??? I long to c my frends....for the nth time.

hmm i hope xiao jing teng releases his album soon man.a random thought.and i will surely buy the s'pore version one some pple!!!haha.ok my clique noe i like him man cox he's damn talented.and suddenly it makes me tink of where's my story?????ok i tink it fair to only continue after prelims.some dog is barking downstairs now man....quite disrupting...they r probably saying hi to each other.ok i got nth to write...shall end here.

2007-08-08T07:36:00.000-07:00

YEAH my long long waited short hols have arrived!its been a long time since i ever had a decent rest.i've kinda planned wat i wanted to do dis long wkend.hmm here's a list of it:
1) Organic chem (of cox there's a test on mon-struggling with it btw)
2) Math practice (serene n i agreed to do 2 yrly paper)
3) tuition work
4) Geog-droughts n urbanisation
5) Read newsweek (this is difficult cox i'll probably fall aslp after reading 1pg!)

tt's all it alot lo but i hope to finish them.

so today was national day eve n sch's celebration.nandwani is so funny can.he stuck a s'pore flag out of his pocket today during assembly.i laughed out la so cute.he's patriotic.haha.den ltr we had celebrations.got NAT!!!he sang serene's fav datong song 'AI AI AI'.poh n serene say his pi ying quite zhong.true.tink datong sings better.and serene still insists tt datong loves me.haha.i tink she actually wans datong to love her?o yea its quiet sad tt quite few pple cheer for javin n alot pple like me cheered for nat.i enjoyed the tchers' surprise performance.was quite interesting.others i almost fell aslp can.ok partially due to less slp all becox of geog.

time practice was horrbile.serene say i'm damn free like got alot of time like tt n poh kept tinking i'm behind her.haha.i duno y.and to much embarrassment i dropped my pencil box like accidentally.somehow i duno y caused so much commotion in the LT.

after sch i wenta bugis join frends.initally supposed to meet at 2pm but somehow it dragged till 3plus.we ate at sakae n sang a LOUD bdae song to ch.everyone was looking at us la.haha.nvm who cares.we ate,chit chat,quarrel like nobody's business.and....the bill came up to around 100bucks.goodness we got a shock n asked to c the bill of cox.den we realised tt one dessert which we ordered was like 6.50 per piece.we tot it was 6.50 for 4!wth the menu itself was super misleading can.huiting scolded the manager i guess for the misleading ting on the menu.he jus kinda stand there n shut up.i admit tt it is kinda both at fault.they shuldn't write tt misleading-ly...and next time we shuld be careful about wat we c b4 ordering.

ok i wana go watch huan huan ai.updating 'JING DIAN REN WU BILLBOARD' soon!

2007-07-28T20:22:00.000-07:00

I feel tt my whole wkend is filled with bloody alot of hmk...they jus dun seem to end esp geog.6 essay qns to complete during wkend n 3 of them nida write in detail.and there's geog DRQs...urban tut which we nida do ourselves.its jus too much.don't tchers noe these tons of hmk is taking up too much of my time.i don't have time to study at all wen prelims is like 1 month away.

ok finish of complaining about sch work oreadi.hmm i wana cut my hair but sis dun wana acc me go lei.den i was tinking if i shuld keep long hair n tie up den me n tty can have short ponytails tgt.o yea n poh too.act recently i'm having mixed feelings.ok its about some of my frends disliking or maybe hating someone but i dun.o yes i was quite angry over tt tingy which dis someone did to my frend.den i asked someone...she sort of gave my another pt of view.hai ya...i feel pitiful for tt she was ignored lo becox i had dis experience in the past b4.btw act i try nt to hate anyone yet cox i tink its damn tired to hate someone....i'll feel tt my world is so trashy n filled with disgusting pple.but i'm quite relieved tt till now i dun hate anyone at all.

on fri nite i had kfc again.btw i had on wed too.so my retribution came.i'm sick now.cough plus flu.den my daddy very funny.i din noe he's scared of my mummy 2 man.the story goes my mum wanted him to withdraw money for some reason or another but he apparently forgot about it so he was sort of telling me about it during dinner.my reply was: so y u tell me???...i mean its weird la he din withdraw money got nth to do with me at all.den my daddy said: no la jus tell u so ltr wen she scold u noe wat to do ma.lol.so i was supposed to change the subject right after he said he din draw money.

den my mum came home after shopping.she bought cakes...damn nice...blueberry cheesecake,choco,mango cake n apple pie.so nice man they r from the espirit cafe btw.and den ltr she asked my dad if he withdrew money.so he ans den she jus walked away.(btw they were nt looking at each other wen they were talking...they were doing their own stuff).and i was quite surprised...den ltr to our realisation she heard wrongly!!!u c my mummy really has hearing pros she dun deny it herself.

ok tt's all nida go print stuff.update next wk!

2007-07-20T08:06:00.000-07:00

One wk of sch have finally ended.SIAN-NESS n TIRED-NESS are two adjectives to describe how it is like.i really wonder how am i gg to survive these 3 months till a'lvls.i feel so slpy wenever i get home.can't do much work n obviously i can't revise.have to wait till wkends to mug like hell.but sch's been fun though esp with random.we'll always doing funny tings n gossiping!exciting wk on gossiping man.lol.some will noe wat i mean.i was wondering if we told tty yet anot?

i've been pondering if i shuld go for night study since i'm so tired?shun bian practice math.hais.sian i totally hate sch to the core.o yea i've been tinking about wat tty told me.let's embrace ____!lol.i tink i'm siao.btw today math remedial was chee da tong lesson.serene was damn disappointed tt she couldn't c chee da tong zhen mian mu cox i forgot to bring maga today.lol.she's so desperate until she wans to go newstand n c.lol.is she gg to kill me?no la no child will murder mummy rite.man y is poh still nt online!!!wana tell her stuff urgently.

few days ago i was tinking sometimes tchers r really biased.seems like tchers always hate me lo.for math for gp...everyting.i duno y am i always the one who nids to change places...get scolded for talking.they ruin my day...makes me frustrated.

i miss my frends.i'm always wondering wen i can go out with them again.hais.no time!!somemore many know gg out is dangerous lo for a reason or other.i act feel sad tt everytime they go out i'm nt with them...i fear of being left out next time....after 3 long months.for some reason......

i prey to be a strong gal for the next few months to endure through dis tough journey!

2007-07-06T07:27:00.000-07:00

Today happy happy day.finally i bought my black heels!its quite high.tinking whether i shuld wear them out tmr or nt lei.they r for prom nite btw.den wenta shop shop.walked quite long to buy cat present.its quite difficult to buy lo.btw i got urge to buy clothes again!i tink i do buy clothes on impulse lei cox everytime wen i go out i find tt some of the clothes i bought i dun like to wear le.hais its such a waste.tmr is live earth day i mus help save the earth.serene ask me to wear green i dun wan!haha.o i wana buy lots of stuff!

here's my list:
1)clothes
2)bag
3)shades/sunglasses
4)hairband those silver kind with pattern

tt's all but they will add up such tt i nida save lots of money.i was tinking if i shuld ask mummy sponsor my bag money.haha.pple if u c me eat pls ask me to be on diet n save money.

after shopping wenta meet ch for dinner.damn hungry at tt time.we chatted n she said she saw ting ting.act i kinda regretted tt i din treasure dis frend.we have become total strangers.blame myself for having no guts.hais...

btw BAD NEWS!math extra lessons...hais i really did nt expect it to come tt fast lo.classes have nt even resumed normal yet n i've got this bad news.see i knew bad stormy days r coming soon!REAL SOON!ok so seems like i have to quickly finish up all my shows n prepare myself for serious studies soon.

o yeah act tt day wen i was studying case study for econs i got urge to share some stuff of myself with frends.hmm whether they r sec sch frends or jc frends ok.maybe one day we play true or dare???HAHA den i'll say them out.tt's quite a fun game.i tink i wana be a host...so FUN!i tink i'm influenced by xiao s cox i really like the way she was able to dig up secrets from artists n asking n forcing them to say them out non-stop.someone interested to let me 'tao' out yr secrets to me????ok i shall end here...nida clear my com...too many songs...400plus!

2007-07-04T06:44:00.000-07:00

finally exams r over!!!wah it was like hell days can.i din slp the whole nite before my 1st paper which is the killer math paper.hais.during the whole exam i felt tt i couldn't concentrate to tink of how to solve the qns.and truely adrian tan said i did super badly for my p1.its really sad u noe.i did study for math,though i noe i din put in my best effort,but i did study!i'm totally disappointed with myself.and i tink its quite unreasonable for him jus to tell my mum tt i shuld nt go shopping.tt's nt the root of the prob anyway.the point is i duno n my math is nt gd.i din go shopping for many days during the jun hols.i only went shopping like twice!its so rare ok cox GSS is so damn attractive n i can restrain myself from the temptation.no one will stay all day at home studying for the whole jun hols rite i tink anyone will get mad lo.

den for the following days with morn paper i slpt like 4hrs before gg for exams.chem n phy geog was like shit.i crapped all the way through the chem paper.act i dun expect anyting since i din even study for it until the nite before.phy geog i am at a lost of words.i studied so much for floods n only wat flood prediction came out.i was in a state of shock.i can't do litho cox it was like i din study for the entire topic due to time constraint.econs was ok...though ytd wen i studied for my case study till i realise there was a lot of tings i din include in my 25m essay qns.ok i regretted doing tt qns only like now!tt's quite slow lah.human geog i really have nth to say.its the most difficult paper i've ever gotten for human geog.ok it has always been the most ok subject for me can.TNCs i will nver study for it 4ever le.i have cheated twice to study for it n stupid of me to believe it man.n pop geog i din really study for it at all the DRQ looked familiar yet alien cox i din now how to interpret it.throughout the paper i felt useless cox my human geog has always saved my phy geog such tt i can always manage to pass geog but now no hope.ok let's nt talk about studies anymore.

i read poh's blog jus now.i agree with her.wen we r troubled we shuld talk tings out.like i was totally terribly saddened by my math ytd but i talked called n told everyone i could find.lol.o yea btw i am still hoping tt i wun meet adrian tan during my 4days break.joan suggest to wear shades.lol.but i dun have shades!er den tang qian say find alternative ways to go out where i dun meet him.siao.haha.only got 1 way out lah.thx to my parents who live right inside the HDB flats so there's only one way out.

currently i watching a lot of shows n enjoying my only break left.huan huan ai n witch yoo hee nice nice!er after tt i tink i will have to go night study n work hard towards prelims.i can predict my sleepless nights coming soon.dun care i shall enojy life now first.i have a thought now.how i wish i am on holidays with my family.i love travelling!its keeps me away from studying n all my stress......hols mummy!!!mummy say we gg south korea i duno how true tt is.she bluffed me tt we can go japan a few yrs ago so i dun believe her now.haha.ok i go watch witch yoo hee liao.bye bye.update soon i promise!

2007-06-11T08:31:00.000-07:00

It's been such a long time since i've last blogged.haha.joan if u r seeing dis entry it is dedicated to u ok.haha.or rather i updated becox of u so c u got so much impact!!!!hmm i'm jus lazy to blog plus watching vcds is so attractive.btw..been watching snow queen dis korean show.its damn nice n funny probably for half the show.i am still waiting for serene to lend me foxy lady.i've wanted to watch it long ago le.

o yea last mon wenta watch shrek 3.damn funny n nice.was walking to bus stop on the way to consultation with papa ng den i saw an old woman.she looks damn like my ah ma.suddenly i got an urge to meet my ah ma.den last sat i was on the bus on my way home i saw dis malay gal.she was crying silently on the bus.her parents din bother her at all.for the whole journey i stole some glances at her.so poor ting.she reminded me of my childhood.i rmb i used to cry on the bus 2...silently.dun quite rmb wat happened cox i have pretty bad memory.o yea for much moments i wanted to go up to her to comfort her.i wondered wat her parents felt can..cox i tink her dad beside her knows tt she's crying but HE DID NTH!why...

ok i shall proceed to studying.its been slow for the past wk except wkends.tink cox huiting motivated me to study.wana go outing means i have to work hard n study more on days at home.outing outing dis wkend i hope.my bag kinda in a spoilt condition last fri wen i was shopping with zoo gang.i got so pissed off with the zip so i wan buy new bag n i hope my mum permits me to buy one.O YES i finally bought my grey jeans.nice nice but quite hot.maybe its becox its been long since i last wore long jeans.o i tot i was supposed to talk about my studying progress????back track.i haven started on math n chem.math math i shall start tmr.i'm scared cox wen i went out on fri i saw adrian tan.goodness if i fail he's gonna suan me like hell.he keeps tinking i'm damn free.but fri was my first outing lei.i always believe exams is nt all about studying only.enjoying n gg out to relax is very impt.like wat papa ng say we cannot finish studying everyting now.ok probably nt math but other more demanding content subjects.

haha ok i am tired of typing le...so much all of a sudden.bye bye.update soon.

2007-06-01T07:56:00.000-07:00

I'm so damn tired!today went for audrey koh lesson for like half an hr only cox she was late n she let us off early.hmm i don't quite understand y my tcher dun wana let me off for lec.is like impt u noe..for mid-yrs n a'lvls.can't compare us with j1s who have econs lec.I'm nt trying to say they r nt impt but they've got more than a yr to learn it but as for me its jus like months only.its a total huge diff u noe.ok shall nt dwell on it anymore.

biz was ok today.better than i expected.haha.at first i have to walk around so many times due to my table being a square one nt round like joan's kind so she can sit with her members but i can't.now my legs feel wobby n i felt so tired i slp jus now too on the sofa.but ltr wen the comp starts it was ok.they learnt quite fast n i consider them better than me.haha.btw at first wen it was intro themselves to others in the gp..it was damn bad n situation was awkward..all guys i duno wat to talk to them.joan ask me to 'fa hui' my talking abilities but den u have to c i duno anyting about com games like dota...nt even basketball of soccer so wat can i talk about den.only a gal in my gp so poor ting.ltr all tings got better wen i tot them tips of the game n blah.haha.happy one guy from my gp got top10.the gal sitting beside him call him handsome.she's quite funny cox i noticed she was biased against the guy who has a name which is quite difficult to pronounce n u have to c her reactions lo.they r like having a 3 vs 3 game.act more precisely its a 2 vs 2 game.haha.hard to explain u have to be there to witness it.

den hor the smu guy siao one.keep on insisting i scared of him but y shuld i can.den he pop out from nowhere standing beside me twice.isn't he mad?somemore wana take foto with my 'boy' hair now.no way i insisted the other smu guy nt to take...den he say 'come everyone smile to the camera'.wah i was like no no.hais...but ltr he was ok lah...ask him a lot of qns cox i very unsure with the cards n wat they meant.he's quite patient with teaching but his voice is kinda weird.hmm btw wen mr quek was giving out some sort of awards...pple from my gp say he looked impatient n fierce.no no man mr quek is so damn comical.nt all pple c tt.

ytd went shopping with mummy at marina.i bought stuff.a blouse from topshop i love it ok cox it simply dun reveal my tummy.haha.i love shopping to the core i wan more.shopping makes me so happy somemore sch's so ok today.haha.gd mood.hmm den the guys from my class ask about tt ass today.they tot i angry i duno...cox i said fbt tingy.thunder thighs...ok i din say tt but i wasn't.i was quite calm i am sure.act i tink i dun really care about her cox she dun really exist in my world...i dun bother her so i'm nt angry.somemore its nt like her dress sense damn gd.she once looked like _______ or maybe she still look.haha.

ok tired of typing already.bye bye.

2007-05-28T00:04:00.000-07:00

Ok let me start with sth calm before i go siao n angry ltr.haha.me n poh wenta shop today.bought a red heart necklace.damn nice.ok its diff from the one i had now ok.i bought it from far east.man den today tty pangseh us lo dun wana come.n i am damn angry cox the lesson only lasted like 40mins.wth can.i shuld nt go to sch at all today its jus a waste of my time since she has done tut2 already.sometimes i am really frustrated with her u noe.if u wanted to have a half hr lesson can u tell us b4 tt and say our class dun nid to go becox we have already done it.somemore lt so damn hot like sauna.den there's dis disgusting ass.if u r unhappy with wat u have seen den dun c it.fine i will tell u wat's wrong with u.do u eve noe my eyes r like rotting whenever i see u wear fbt.i seriously tink everyone else noe y n i advice u to stop wearing it like wat u adviced me to do yea.wth.shall be calm again.i thank god i'm nt fat ok!haha.nt trying to say anyone.pls dun get offended if u dun tink u r one.serene's quite funny today.she did some 'ai yan' actions behind inn poh today.so damn funny i laughed like shit.den after lessons i wanted to go song's hse but nobody wans to go lo so we went mac tgt.song's 'way out' game is so boring.she laughed at me somemore!haha.i saw her in 133 today wor.its only one stop oso wana take bus.haha.like me.mummy will always say i'm damn lazy so now i found a companion yea.ltr i am gg to watch pirates.YES!brother treating me to watch.tired nid to go slp.

2007-05-27T06:06:00.000-07:00

hmm where shuld i start from.too many thoughts in my mind.ok first gp was totally bad n extremely terrible ytd.compo was bad..compre was worse.war and terrorism like wth.aq is like shit ok.i crapped.i had a dream last nite tt gopal scolded me for my aq,for the crap i wrote.ok the reason is probably the topic is lectured by her n she will be fuming mad to noe we did badly.hais..den wen i was writing compo...the feeling was the more i wrote the more i feel i am gg to fail.can imagine my tutor nagging at me le...i mean my private tutor.

i got a haircut ytd.bad too.duno izzit ytd is suai day.i look like a boy now.hair damn short.but i bought new shoes den my feelings got slightly better.tinking of wearing them out soon.sian there is one more wk of sch.den holidays will be full shit of study.i haven receive serene's time-table!!! i promise n keep reminding myself tt i nid to study n at the same time enjoy myself.MUS MUS DO IT!!!!!

hmm i wana go shopping pple acc me.now i have urge to meet zoo gang but i tink they r all very busy with projects n exams which are coming up....how how???save save money go shopping.............

2007-05-11T09:28:00.000-07:00

some pple ask me update wor.duno if she got c my tue entry.ok sometimes i'm jus very lazy to update.hmm today went shopping.din manage to find anyting.sry guys tt have to come out another day to buy my stuff.i noe its difficult to find clothes tt suit me given my height.hmm got urge to shop now but no time n no money.n most imptly today i met my long-lost frend jenna ong!haha.ok she's nt my long-lost frend but its jus so so so long since i've last seen her like months?she's still the same...still sometimes can't get into our conservsation...still in 'ai mei' with some guy which i oso duno is who cox i din manage to ask.we talked about usual sch stuff n she keeps changing her fone.anyway sry tt i made u skip yr pw meeting!haha as if she will c my blog.she's even busier than me i duno y.

ch looks quite tired today.i really appreciated tt she came down though she looked fatigue.is tt used correctly my eng is terrible)watever.i keep on telling her to go home slp cox she din slp for the night.poor ting.jiayou!!!get more rest yea.

jiamin...o yea she's still tt funny.and she keeps on commenting on her own outfit n most imptly tt ring she bought with most regrets.haha.happy time gg home with her.

i tink koh is quite nice dis wk.hmm jus a random tot.i tink she's quite poor ting.we students hate her wen she doing wat is gd for us.but sometimes i tink she nids to understand tt everyone has diff learning mtds n abilities.she's better at teaching urban geog i tink.i have no comments on lec haha u all noe y...but tutorial is nt bad.she taught techniques n blah though i tink i kept on yawning.ok she's nt disliked by me for like time-being.haha.cox women is ficker-minded.maybe i wun tink so next wk.

there's tons of work to be done but i am too lazy to do them.actually i'm kinda scared of the upcoming gp exam.i can say i'm nt prepared for it at all.totally fearful.i keep on telling myself tt i nid to build up my aq skills from now if nt i would nver learn it.and i can't stand scoring so lousy for compre qns.the vjc paper was a killer.essays...nth to say.wait till i get back the one i wrote some wks ago.is there one btw?i can't rmb at all.i hope gp tutors gimme some hints on the topics coming out cox i wana learn minimum topics in there short 2 wks left.i'm so scared...how???

btw i like thurs to the core lo.10am!!!!haha.no one would ever tink of it can."the rich will get richer!"tt's the only day i like..others can die.i'm starting to hate sch again.i dread gg to sch.holidays pls come though i noe i am nt gg to enjoy them at all.badminton during holis with huiting n jenni.huiting suggested tt we camp one nite at jenni hse today.good idea!!!!!but duno if mummy allows.i really wan cox i tink it'll be damn damn fun.i wun allow them to slp at all.play through the whole nite ok.haha.

urge to shop n shop n buy stuff!like a drug addict.ok tmr is outing!yeah.fun fun.

2007-05-08T05:14:00.000-07:00

shit duno wat happen to blogger.jus now typed th entry nth came out.ok i am so damn happy today cox i've PASSED NAFA!!!!YEAH!!!so damn damn happy tt i dun nid to go for 2 pe sections n run like siao everyday.and becox of some msg.i tink i'm quite silly at times.hmm simple tings do make me happy anyway.haha.today tze yin stole 30bucks from joan's purse n joan duno at all lei.lol.i was the thief n tze yin was the accomplice.haha.ok ltr tze yin got give her back lah.den in mrt tze yin is really so kpo.got one couple in sit tgt in mrt station on the same seat.tze yin noticed them wen we r far away n obviously i didn't.den she even notice the gal gg into the mrt w/o the guy.so kpo rite so can she be the new elected president of the kpo club?i appoint one.haha.

o yea only sth i knew today spoilt my mood.tt idiot woman.if u r so irritated n unhappy with me pls stay away from us i am more than happy to nt c u in my boundaries ok!!!stop being so fake.

i am gettting addicted to a few shows.yuan dian is nt bad but the plot or wat is coming up next sometimes is quite predicted.n some actors n actress acting is horrible.ok i predict soon the shows i wana watch is gg to accumulate so some kind soul pls stop me before i become a tv or rather vcd addict.anyway i wana watch spider man!!!anyone wana acc me???

gtg...got test but luckily jus finish ap gp all tanks to joan.A THOUSAND TANKS JOAN.tink tmr lesson is tan.he bluffed us again ok.haha.bye.

2007-04-26T07:33:00.000-07:00

Hmm i duno wat to start off with cox i jus wanted to blog.let's c...ok i tot of one.ytd wen i was gg home with tze yin in the mrt she told me tt some were discussing tt i said i wanted to marry rich guy.ok i mus clarify lah i was jus kidding.rich man i got no security at all.haha.but the guy nid to earn more than i do cox i am a spendthrift whether is shopping or eating.den she ask me wat type i wan i say average looking n she told me to pick anyone in the nearby cabins in the mrt.boy or gal oso can.wth lo.

den hor i am gg to dedicate dis to yixiu n cat!read joan's blog jus now n get to noe yixiu helped out with the painting of our class stuff!!!!tanks YIXIU n CAT!!!! u r nt forgotten by me.haha.

i tink i get mad easily these few days but i duno y.maybe sometimes i can't take it.hmm i've been tinking izzit becox i am too sensitive oreadi or izzit jus diff from the past.luckily i forgot easily too but sometimes i get reminded of it too.

i wish for holidays to come!!!

cupcakes treat from cat tmr...YEAH!!!

2007-04-20T05:58:00.000-07:00

I tink green is my lucky colour for the wk.whenever i wear my green earring i am kinda lucky.like night study is off...the wk is getting better n better.hmm i am still deciding whether to go for tmr's rehearsal for sch anniversary cox its takes up the whole afternoon.wana watch tv.can they dun deprive me of my tv time even after night study prog.lol.serene nice guessing wat show i watching ok???she's always guessing sth from me.haha.

today no chem lesson so poh n i waited for serene n joan lesson n consultation to finish respectively.ltr we headed to town cox i tot nth to do at home so go walk walk since its oso been a long time since i've last shopped.o yes i having shopping list n its damn long tze yin.there's clothes...lots of clothes..shoes n maybe 3 necklaces.

hmm we went to kino to buy stationary n browsed through some chi horoscope books.c if we r lucky dis yr n blah.actually we wanted to find some personality tests books but we can't find it at all so went to c some horoscope bks.we had some interesting findings.shall nt elaborate cox i can't rmb at all.lol.ok i have terrible memory lo i agree.after tt wenta eat.joan n i shared carrot cake from food court in taka.4 bucks n so little amt given.they cheat us!!!den its nt nice somemore.lol.i suddenly rmb cat n poh insist i am grumpy in the 7 drawfs.yaya i complain alot i agree.btw poh has new names again.haha.its so easier to create new names for her.omg is she gg to be angry reading dis???POH PLEASE DUN BE ANGRY OK.lol.kidding.i din write wat's yr new name.haha.

after eating we went home.lol.serene created a new code.its called 'sociable darkness'.lol.wana noe wat it means ask me.there's the pure kind too.btw i was tinking if serene was asking me whether she can post dis up on her blog i tink.i couldn't really hear clearly cox i was walking our of the train back home.its damn funny cox with dis new code we can talk about it w/o worrying pple will noe wat r we talking about.lol.o yea den during the bus journey to bishan serene n i kept on laughing esp at the guy who acts like gangster n left one of his legs on the seat in front of him.serene suggested he could put both of his legs in front for some reason or other..den i asked her who can do tt she said JACKIE CHAN.lol.why cox he can do stunts even if he is insecure with both legs in front as in if he can't balance himself.we laughed like hell.we discovered the both of us like 'wu yan zu' alot plainly cox he's damn handsome n charming.o yea joan if u r seeing dis pls pls lend me protege vcd!!! i wana watch my idol.haha.finally i can find sth to watch.

btw miss gopal was funny today or rather a bit scary.one of the guys in my gp class was playing with his tie n she got so irritated at him tt she wans to use the tie n strangle him.lol.ok we r sadists cox we laughed upon hearing tt.din noe she was tt violent ok.den tze yin say she like chen tian cai.omg i'm like wat.i am nt saying he ugly...he's actually handsome considered his age but i dun like tt old guys.its like 20yrs diff.WU YAN ZU!!!! btw joan dun like any actors...she's so obessed with foo n yanzi.lol.

ok my entry damn long i typed until my hands tired le.bye bye.i like my life now so nice though i still kinda angry with mummy.

2007-04-19T04:49:00.000-07:00

Apparently i have 10 mins before my show starts so i shall make it a short entry here.hmm NY WON SA ytd in table tennis. 3-0.YEAH!!! so happy.i can feel the intense comp atmosphere which i dun feel it wen i watch it at home.but it was quite hot inside the hall.chung cheng main sch really looks like a temple.o the sch's damn big as compared to our sec sch one can.there's ipoh noodles.lol.n serene did her first angry hint action there 2.so funny.on our way back to sch we played 'passing msg' game.damn funny cox joan jus cannot rmb wat i tell her.tze yin is even worse trying to create a name for some indian guy.lol.i tink my first msg supposed to be funny but in the end it came out quite short.i hope to hear tze yin say the mamasan words tt i created for her.tze yin *hint hint*.

i jus saw serene's entry dis afternoon.she was like calling out for pple to help her tink of the name she was supposed to guess.lol.have a nice time guessing hah.i dun tink anyone can ever guess dis name out cox its too ridiculous to have such a name.o yea she din post the ting she was supposed to tell me lo.hais somemore say nver gossip about me.'ming ming jiu you'!

btw night study is over!YEAH....let's celebrate man.so happy though we still nid to go back on every mon for extra lessons.as in self-study n do the assignments.i feel like consulting koh for phy geog.anyone wana join me?

ok i gtg watch show.Bye.

2007-04-13T06:20:00.001-07:00

ARGH!!!!! i am damn disappointed with my pw results.a C is definitely nt wat i expected.i was telling tang qian how i felt jus now n she told me about the desperate uncle who kept talking to her on the bus.lol.i was the savior of her day.anyway back to the topic...i tink pw has made me hate someone even more.(due to constraints i can't say who the person is) tt person say our gp is gd yet u c wat kind of results we get??? i tink its becox i had hope n i was so sad upon hearing my results.i tink other pple looks fine with their results.hai...tang qian say sad oso can't do anyting.true but i can't help but tinking about it all day.

night study n doing so much goeg has oso led to into depression n sickness soon.jus now i was eating chicken rice for dinner...ate less than half n i felt like puking everyting out oreadi.din have appetite n can u imagine i dun even feel like eating my fav choco.my throat like quite bad nw.i am feeling so tired n weak now.there's nafa test next wk somemore.so soon i am nt prepared at all.broad jump still as terrible.wen will the govt ever take nafa out of the pe system???making me tired n sticky after nafa training jus gets me into bad mood only ok.

i was taking mrt with tze yin back home.den a funny ting happened.while i was about to sit down on the seat in the train, the train started to move n i lost balance i lean my whole body towards tze yin.lol.den she keep on resisting me cox i was kinda like pushing her but i jus could nt control myself.lol.i saw pple in the train looking at us btw.so embarrassing can.

and i am discussing about biz banner with ah joan now.damn 'song' our banner.hope it gets chosen n u all will get to c the banner we designed in ny i guess. it goes 'wana discover the new meaning of MONEY embrace (watever the event is named)'...and SMART MONEY awaiting for u...COME!!!...lol.i tot of them.dun laugh ok...i tink the finanical logo one damn nice n power. they said 'y work for money wen u can have money working for u' n they have dis fat cat as their logo.u will get to c the fat cat on ny banner.its quite true...i pondered upon c-ing the banner they designed...as in the smu pple i guess.

shuld have heed my mum's advice n go poly.full of regrets.

2007-04-11T23:35:00.000-07:00

Tang Qian won VJC!!!!! lol.i cannot imagine how happy i was upon hearing tt ok because she defeated someone(if u noe wat i meant).haha.act i was quite lazy to update my blog due to the tired schedule ytd but since i promised her i will write it i shall have a short entry here.so our sch table tennis team is in top 6 fighting for top 4.YEAH!!!cheers man.jiayou!

ok so ytd night study started.i tink koh is mad.she said 2 drqs n it seemed more like 2 essay qns can.she bluff us.i joined huiyi after cca ytd at i-space.chatted too much i tink den i went out for dinner.had chicken cutlet which made me had stomachache ltr.so the many of us did geog n chatted at the same time.shit dickson noes who is hee-mee now.i tink next time we talk about stuff we nid to be careful of the pple around us.so i nid to do 2 qns everyday.its totally horrible cox it takes up alot of my time including wkends.act i wanted to go shopping dis sat but its all ruined becox of phy geog.2 wks of hell shit.can i endure it???can someone teach me hydrology n landforms???i seriously hope to graduate from the night study in 2 wks time.

o yea den i took cab home ytd n i saw mummy.i tot she's so gd to wait for me downstairs but NOOO...lol she went to collect sago dessert from my aunt.den i was trying to find the almond cookies but they r all gone.i tink my family r huge eaters.

ok i nid to go do geog oreadi.life sucks like shit now.

2007-04-05T03:51:00.000-07:00

finally i got back all my results.in short they r horrible.i still duno if i can pass geog so it all depends whether koh wans to give me at least 5m for my essay qns.i hope she will be kind to me for once.i was actually quite sad cox during geog lec on wed my phy geog r like totally sucky.9/51?(excluding 16m essay qns) who will ever get worse than me ok?i saw poh got twice of mine though she oso din mark the 16m essay den i was tinking...wah lao i really very lousy lei.obviously there is no a nid to say the person sitting on my left who is tty who got so gd.hmm den sad the whole geog lec.actually i was reflecting or rather tinking y i always score so bad for phy geog.izzit becox i hate tt subject such tt i dun learn as efficient as human geog?or izzit becox i dun study phy geog unless there is a test or exam coming up.i jus got my mid-yr timetable today n realised chem n phy geog paper is on the same day!wth man.i duno.the moment i c tt day i dun feel like studying at all.WHY????....feel like dying c-ing phy geog can.

o yea so my best subject is gp so far.its ridiculous ok.i din study much for gp becox i knew gopal give strong hints on euthanasia so i jus study tt.ok gd manage to at least pass n get a D so my tutor wun gimme a stare but she will probably ask y the other subjects suck like shit.den i will nid to explain n explain.i hope she can help me achieve some decent results for gp cox its impt if my other subjects sucks.but i tink its quite difficult to score for gp with sarcastic tutors.lol.

btw ytd was 4th april.damn suai can.firstly 133 din come for 25mins.i was so damn pissed off waiting for so long i mean wat's wrong with all the sbs pple.irritating!den i took cab with my frend to rush to ny so tt i wun be late.o yea i forgot to say there was 2 j1s at my bus stop n one guy keep on turning behind n c if i go off.lol.somehow recall my j1 days cox i oso scare my seniors jus run away or disappear suddenly.but i'm alright if he's anxious about late-coming but i can't stand tt he keeps on acting cool by doing sth to his hair.so his actions add on to me being even more pissed off.lol.i duno y.den ltr in the day lockers cannot open!shit my gp 'Just do it!' will become 'Just throw it' n gp file.i hope gopal dun call for tut ws if nt i am so damn dead can.pray pray vendors pls dun throw away all random stuff!den another bad ting is obviously geog.

serene was jus funny.she wanted to ask me about human geog cox she say i am 'human girl'.lol.den today she brought human geog notes n asked me a few qns.her actions quite fast lo.hmm anyway i dun tink my human geog results gd enough.nt tt i am arrogant but pple shuld noe how terrible my phy geog is so in order to amend the failure grade i nid to do extremely well in my human geog.somemore essay only L1 which is 7m.ok i expected tt cox i came up with the eg myself so its called 'self-created' eg!lol.make me tink of 'self created retribution'.den john wrote nid more substantial eg i tink sth like tt.o yea den wen we went home today while walking out of the sch we saw yixiu!she so 'ke poor'(my new phrase again!) cox she was scolded by tcher regarding some lunch problems i guess.i actually wanted to say poor ting.den it came our ke poor.a mixture of ke lian n poor ting so it became 'ke poor'.serene say we can form our own random dictionary which only pple in the kpo club will understand.

den today we saw the humanities or rather the arts department board.watever looks damn funnny.den we say the complex tcher n heng got 'fu qi lian' means they look like husband n wife.at tt moment chi passed by.hope he din hear wat we say or maybe he tink we talking about him.yuck.lol.so bad ltr i get retribution.

sch sucks.more n more tests remedials coming up i tink.yuck the disaster has jus started lo.terrible days of staying up late r coming back to haunt me again.its all my own fault for nt working hard for block test.watever.

2007-04-01T05:01:00.000-07:00

Its been a long time since i last blogged i guess so since i am free now i tot i wanted to blog about some stuff.ytd was ny sports carnival.o yes our class won in every game the frisbee,dragonbaot n running.very good!lol we tot we will win the best class but sadly we r nt in e top five at all.nvm at least we had some achievements lo.after the carvinal poh,cat,joan,tze n me took an hr long journey to novena.ate at mos burger n shopped.square 2 is damn nice to shop got alot of shops i liked.n yes i am in a super super regret mood tt i din buy the 9.90 high heels shoes which is on sales in mondo shop.i hope the sales last till dis wk cox i might wana go there to buy the white pair of high heels.

though today is sun only i am so looking forward to coming fri which is good fri means i no nid go sch!YESSSSSS!super happy.i meeting frends shopping.finally my shopping mood is back!i can't stand it i nid to save money.lol.

hmm ok sad ting to announce tt i got U for both my math n econs.so damn disappointed.i mean though i jus browse through most topics for math i din nt expect it to be tt bad.i shuld have listened to tq n practised instead of jus reading lec notes.i am currently waiting for tq to finish her comp so tt we can practise math tgt.i tink i am only motivated to do math tgt with her.shit n i tink tt will be like mid-april.so late.as for econs i expected the results to be like tt lah.actually i was kinda affected by tt idiot librarian though i din say it out.she's so idiotic..dun really wana scold her using vugularities cox its uncivilised.she's totally mad in short.so she sort of affected my mood for the econs exams.den i keep telling myself to concentrate during the midst of the test so i tink tt's is y i scored better in my case study than my essay.as for chem i jus passed.i'm feeling so depressed for the whole wk cox of the results.duno how to tell my parents about the horrbily lousy results ok.and actually if i tell u tt i din study pls believe me.c my results now u noe i actually din study much.esp chem n math.chem i jus studied like the day before the test.

i sincerely hope i can pass gp n geog though i noe my geog got no hope at all.even human geog cox i studied for only TNC n irritatingly it did nt come out at all.wth.sian.i told myself i nid to work hard n study right now cox mid-yr is gg to be tough n test like everyting.

btw i realised sometime ago tt actaully my frends n i face the same prob.i pity her situation n i really wanted to help her.but actaully i tink of it now there's nth much i can do to help her at all.u noe a lot of tings in life is beyond our reach.we cannot control everyting.nvm i tink everytime i meet her i shall be more...i duno.its hard to describe.make her talk more about it.i tink because i treasure dis frend tt's y i do tt.hmm wat am i talking about man.lol.

my frend msg me ytd: sook how r u?meet up soon.

and during the midst of the horrbile wk other frend oso msg: how r u?feeling better.exams results ok?

ok they care for me.so touched.esp wen my frend encourage me alot of stuff.

hmm i had stomachache n diarhea(duno how to spell) jus now.disgusting.i shitted in the morning btw oreadi.duno wat happen.i tink i am random.ok i duno wat to say but i tink i wana close down my blog or jus leave it cox i dun have mood to blog at all.

2007-03-13T08:50:00.000-07:00

today was nt mugging day for me.only managed to complete vectors math in mac.so the conclusion is mac is nt a gd place to study at all.i tink sch is a much better choice.hmm jus now i was reading econs forum n i wana slp oreadi.haha.so i tink i come to blog.

inn poh n me took the wrong bus back to ny bus stop all thx to yixiu.lol.she told us to take the bus which goes to ang mo kio n we realised ltr tt how come the bus journey so long n come to realise tt we shuld actually take the 73 bus which goes to tp interchange.wth.den we alighted at the bus stop near a sch called rosyth(i duno if i spelt it correctly but i noe its sth like tt) n waited damn long.in the end i got back at 645pm n felt so tired.tt's y i watched tv n came online to get geog lec slides n check litespeed n slp soon.

wat i have learnt today: thanks=tanks.
LOL

ok actually i enjoyed tuition ytd.u noe like how would i ever enjoy gp?but i did!as in i tink i would nver be able to enjoy gopal's lessons but nt my private tutor's lesson.she's so much more interesting.she tells me tings n reflections she tink of wen she reads an article n it is so much more diff than wat i tink.i'm like the 'cannot tink' kind n i managed to find out y.

the story goes: we read dis article on NE.the writer suggests tt NE shuld be taught in a creative n teach teenagers to be a critical tinker n reflective person.one eg she gave was the hossen leong(if i dun spell it wrongly) song in one of his plays.the song consists of s'pore's history n it is made up into a song.

the pt made by my tutor was if young children like those attending pre-sch r so much exposed to too much 'creative ways' of teaching(eg dance,musical,coloured pics n blah down the list) they tend to restrict the child's imagination.how?

take for eg b4 a child gets to watch the movie harry potter he reads the book.wat he could have imagined is so much diff from the movie.i agree.wen i started to read harry potter wat i've imagined is diff.wat we saw in the movie is wat the director tot of n captures them down.the pt is diff pple have diff tinking n imagination.

like ET...before we watch ET(aliens)...my image of aliens r like they mus have dis helmet which looks like those which pple who go into space wear on their heads.they r like flowing individuals n they have green dim within them.dun ask me its jus wat i imagine ok.haha.but wen we watch ET n talk about them in future or wen someone mentions about aliens...the image tt comes to some pple's mind or say children's minds r ET-looking aliens.but who on earth actually noe how exactly does an alien look like?

and in a way as we watch more tv n shows we get lazier in our tinking.we let others tink for us.i disagree.wen i am free i read the synopsis which i-weekly provides n as i read i start to imagine the scene in my mind.haha.i can say its rather diff from the actual one i saw on tv.mine more exaggerated.she oso said reading bks help cultivate tinking n imagination.true cox i tink its becox i dun like to read bks such tt my imagination sucks.

teaching creative will oso make the kid nt being able to sit down n study the bk wen the test comes.of cox i wun say dis kind of teaching mtd doesn't help..i agree it does n it helps but to some extent...if it is to cater to kids nowadays becox they have a short attention span den its wrong.my god r pple getting bored???lol ok i tink i shall nt dwell on it since many pple hate go to the core.

o yea most imptly, she taught me nt to be rude to my parents.haha.ok i managed to be polite to them till now.still too early to say but i will try my very best.i tink i din tell many pple before tt my parents tink i wun support them wen they r old one day.they tink i will send them go old-age home can.den i'm like wat!!!! yes i maybe rude to them but i am nt tt bad to tt extent.pls i even tot of paying for all their travelling expenses wen they r old...as in overseas travel.my whole family loves to travel excepts my bro.i tot he inherited the wrong genes ok.haha.

one more interesting(maybe nt to some) ting to share: women who r housewives can get almost half of the husband's asserts after they divorce.ok i noe wat u guys r tinking.no pls wat i wana say as compared to the past where the housewives gets nth except the ailmony from the husband its so much better.i hate society in the past for nt recongising the contributions of women to the society.and i am pissed off with women being discriminated at work.

i tink i like to know more about society.tt's probably y i like human geog.study about human behaviour...sth like tt.don't get me wrong i will nver study geog in uni.i'll probably die if i do tt.haha.

btw i am happy today cox i received gd news from my frend.hmm my sec frends poly results coming out tmr.tink shuld be much better than mine.i was tinking jus now tt wat will life be if i were in a poly.i could actually get into the same course as my frends cox they took tourism related courses too.i noe its unbelievable tt i wana go into tt course.pple r convinced even my mum saying i shuld go be PR since i like to talk so much.watever ok.

i wish them gd luck!!! i tink they can do very well.(as compared to my lousy results)lol.

PS: y is jenna nt replying my msg again.i debt she wun even visit my blog cox she is even more busy than i am.lol.

wah super long entry.break record liao.......hahaha.....

2007-03-10T07:50:00.000-08:00

i cried.i duno y but tears jus roll down my cheeks.i am so affected to the extent i can't even concentrate to study for block test after i knew it.i managed nt to rmb it for the whole day until...

it was like tt on thurs nite too.can't study for my math test seriously cox i keep on tinking about it.keep on feeling tt guilt in my heart cox u r my best frend.

i duno from where shuld i start but i really wan to go but its the money matter.

after typing n deleting a huge para above,talking n tinking,
my conclusion: I am gg.

i am willing to go cox u r my one frend whom i tink its worth it to do so.

i feel better now.have concentration to study!!!(i dun wan night study!!!)

huiting thx for yr msg.i teared wen i read it.

miss u......

2007-03-08T01:12:00.000-08:00

today is like wrong from the start of the day.firstly,really super sorry poh for not accompanying u to go prom.i really wanted to go like as a clique to have fun but it just seems that no one wants to go.i was rather disappointed.then i think that its weird to sit with people i am not familiar with so i decided not to go.

moreover the physics education teacher is so idiot today can.i feel like....(can't say out-its rated) is like how can he say that.its not as if we r worthless please.so what if we r not good in soccer as long as our studies r good who cares!its not as if society sees whether u pass yr physics education test.of course unless u want to be a physics teacher which i think is....
and most importantly we did not ask for yr help n stop asking us to pick the balls for u!!!

today math change teacher so i don't really understand a thing.he teaches so fast though i think his handwriting much better than tan.suddenly i felt that math sucks.tomorrow still got math test.yuck is like almost every week got math test and aren't the teachers sick of them.

(my friend din reply my message.i am feeling a bit down that my concern seems like nth to anyone.)

anyway yesterday the random company was found.o all of us have different posts in the com.i laughed upon hearing that i need to keep in contact with the guilin caveman because i am the public relations officer.like what the hell.(laughing) and i still don't understand y his salary r measured by bananas.(o is it because they live in cave n don't need cash to spend).anyway our factory is based in china because we export our production process.(laughing) as u know workers r cheap in china.

should i go play badminton with my friends next sat?i am in a dilemma because i have not studied for block test at all.i dun even think i can finish studying but i wish to meet them up.i hate the school.if i fail any of my subjects in block test i am down for night study.can they like hear what we want.i can't study after a whole day of lessons in school already.don't they just understand at all that we r humans n not robots?we can't work like shit without having time to rest at all.I DON"T WANT TO GO NIGHT STUDY!!!!!!!!

suddenly i remembered a dream i had some days ago.i only remembered like part of it.i was in this bathroom which is as big as a living room(those 5 room kind) n the mirror is like super long n big enough for me to c myself from head to toe.there's washing basin n the weirdest thing is there r benches in the bathroom but there isn't any bathtub or shower place.and the point is people visit me in that bathroom.i think my dream makes no sense.

i want to go watch show!!!Bye.

2007-03-03T05:49:00.000-08:00

Apparently i think i told many people i can't spell a lot of things on my blog now due to some stupid problems which i myself can't resolve.probably i will do it when i have the time.i feel like i am writing an essay with no short forms at all.please get used to it man.

people say i never update my blog so i am free now so i will talk non-stop.BE PREPARED!!!GO!!!!!!!!!!!!

yesterday got back chi results.got A n i am surprised cox i used to getting b n c grades for chi.heard from my friend got B den she very sad den she ask me whether she should re-take.i shall call her later to ask her.my sch did well dis yr as compared to the past 30 yrs.best results since our sch ever existed.like 196 people(did i get no wrongly...somewhere there anyway) who scored 3A's for a level subjects n principal shake hands like 1 hr den finish.super boring seeing them is just like nth to do.i wonder how i feel one yr later wen i taking results.nervous?will i not be able to sleep the night before..it has never happened before n i hope it doesn't.i dun wan go back to sch with eye bags.suddenly i feel like remember my dreams.there was once i had weird dreams n they r super funny.i even dream of one of the superstars.

yea den tutor scold me today again.i am damn pissed off by her.its like not as if i am the only one talking.she's just so biased.i hate her.anyway my tutor told me so what if u hate her?wen i graduate already. i also don't c her so there's nth to be so bothered by her.quite true.i love my tutor man.i broke down that day in front of her.still quite embarrassed now upon thinking about it.den she console me say everybody who goes to college will go through dis route.den she ask me like how am i n how she can help me n blah.i think its really nice of her cox she's so busy with her work n she will still think of ways to help me.den she know i very stress also will try not to so called 'force' me to think critically for general paper.actually i think she's so much better than that woman.at least she teaches me to think!

recently me n serene got into making people into good friends.all thanks to tank and his best friend(i can't spell the name out).there is another pair of good friends we know also.guess?damn funny.i think nobody understands y we keep on laughing whenever we c them.o talking about tank's father the one who acts in the practice.he fighting case for some gambling addict i guess.the show was aired in 1996 on channel 5 i guess.goodness looking at the advertisements r like damn ancient.some looked familiar n funny if u c them now.how good if i work in television station n get to c all the advertisements from the past.

tty keeps on calling me (my blog name-i can't spell it out) in a very super LOW voice.its quite scary at times.they say it sounds funny.(laughing out loud-tty ask me to that if i can't spell it in short form).i dun know y.today also keep on bullying me.hit my tummy 3 times.tty i will remember 4ever.(laughing).i revenged before she went back home.anyway her tummy like smaller than mine but hitting it is like same feeling as mine!o yea n most importantly random gang keep on harassing me to stop eating chocolate.there's even a i dun know call what to stop me from eating chocolate.goodness.never mind u all cannot stop my love for chocolate!!!(laughing..............)

Thursday went with zoo gang to cine to watch 'just follow law'.lame but funny at times show.i am stressed so i sort of laughed my lungs out.the main actress really din care about her image in the show which i think is the best acting i enjoyed from her dramas n movies.ate long john after that for 1 hr man!broke record.everyone could have guessed i talked a lot rather than eating alone.talk about some people n math tutor.how i just shut up n dun wan ans his repeated questions.i found out that it was a rather good way after all.he quite busybody today.me n serene was like reading sch magazine n he appeared behind suddenly n said 'see what see'...like what the hell!o anyway sch magazine photos r super funny like shit man,esp the teacher's ones.econ and chemistry teacher..whatever teacher n much more.

i got to go.update soon i promise.anyway holidays coming soon.YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-02-15T04:35:00.000-08:00

hey guys its been a long time since i last blogged so i tot since its rare tt i am free now i shall blog.hmm i passed my first econs test of the yr.man i was happy cox i put in effort to study for the test.frankly speaking i tink i have confidence n like econs more than any other subject.at least wen it comes to tinking qns for econs i am nt in the blank state like phy goeg.econs tcher oso quite funny during lessons at times n he loves the budget!haha.geog can really drive me crazy.the tcher who is taking us for geog lessons on behalf on jonathan is horrible.the mr watever.he pon our lessons twice.man n he say i tot class is at fifth floor n even wen he din c anyone he can't be bothered to find us at all.haha.but gd lah den can slack for 2 lessons but waste my time come sch so early on mon lo.

ytd n today went shopping to far east n bugis respectively.o yea went kovan oso but i couldn't find the ting i wanted.damn depressed.i spotted a t-shirt at far east which cost 19.90 n at bugis dis blouse at 18 bucks(it comes tgt with a red belt).man i duno which one to buy cox both oso can't try one lei.jus now i was quite determined n told myself to buy the 18 bucks blouse.haha.o now i feel like buying both ok.jus now i took bus tgt with serene back home.very funny lah.i said 'chatting' as 'chattering'.at first serene oso tot it sounds correct.haha.we oso had a gd laugh at the 7pm show whereby dis actress did a mouth action which look like frog mouth closed up.damn funny lah.

poh refuses to let me call her 'bao nan'.y i like tt name lei.today soccer was ok but i prefer netball.o yea gary took out braces today n i am so curious to c how she looks like now man.tmr tmr come man.haha.tmr oso gg marina sq with cat,poh n tze maybe joan too.serene i duno if she's coming.shopping again.i hope i dun c anyting i like cox i'm broke to buy anything now n the feeling sucks.

o yes new yr third day i gg to sec tcher hse to bai nian.seeing the zoo gang n other frends n mates soon.duno who gg lei.i am kind of looking forward to it but tinking of having 3 tests the wk after new yr i tink i feel like dying.there's econs,chem n human geog.the notes itself can kill me oreadi.i tink i'm dead.btw i saw adrian tan jus now while i was seeing my neighbour rachael at the corrider.he was walking down the stairs n i quickly ran into my hse.duno wana c him if nt he surely gg to say me again.he damn bad.everyday say block test is so damn difficult n score like 50 marks is very gd oreadi.like wth tt is a D grade rite den i can score F lah.man i hate block test.econs n geog exam is in multi-purpose rm.tt auto sauna.can be heated up to death inside.

i look forward to my new yr long wkend n i wan money to drop down from the sky to buy everyting i wan.

2007-02-02T07:12:00.000-08:00

I was tinking whether i shuld blog before i slp.so i came!!!cox waiting for my bro to get out of my rm so tt i can slp or else tmr cip work can't wake up lo.damn tried now as in physically n mentally after shopping non-stop for about 5 hrs today.din manage to buy alot of stuff tty!!!haha.she always say i buy a lot of tings.walked wistma...nth much cox tings there is ex.hmm den went to centrepoint espirit n omg its damn big.can compare to the one in raffles city.hmm mummy wanted to go OG so i acc her.the clothes there i really got nth to say can.horrible like duno wat.haha.its too outdated so no wonder i only saw aunties inside.ok haha i manage to c 2 teenagers who r somewhere around my age.haha.other than tt all aunties.moreover i am surprised tt i managed to buy sth from OG.guess???

econs test today was how shuld i say...it seems ok to me.jus tt i din noe how to apply wat i memorised to the developing countries..din really talk about them.I am having mixed feelings.first i dun feel like gg remedials esp the sat ones if i fail but yet i wish to go cox i noe i am weak.practically weak in every subject.

ytd math lesson was bad.tan keep on saying i talk n the worse of all he keep on calling me chan gal,chan mei watever ok.it doesn't make a difference n i hate those names.it sounds terrible.somemore laugh i short.wah lao its like damn bad lo.he say wana tell my parents but den in the nite wen he saw my mum in the lift he din say anyting at all.i'm surprised wen i asked my mum.o gosh.he bluff me only izzit cox he always nt serious wen it comes to anyting other than math.

chem lesson changing from thurs to fri so means instead of fri early release it has been changed to thurs.i duno whether i shuld be happy about dis change.but having individual tutorial with foo is certainly nt tt pleasant i tink although i tink i can learn more through individual tut.his standard very high can.mus get A or B if nt at least a C.omg is like last yr get D!!!!n dis yr topics r even worse.frends say foo is handsome.actually sometimes wen i c him yea he nt bad lah.but wen he starts to swing his right hand in a weird way his image like disappeared oreadi lei.haha.am i bad???ok i shall stop talking about him.

Argh i am so corked up with work recently tt i miss my frends so much esp the zoo gang.i duno y.i tink they din miss me cox they r heartless animals like me.haha.tt's y we become a zoo family.probably jenna is an exception cox she's super helpful but i dun tink she miss me.i hope the wallet i bought her makes her tink of me everyday.haha.i'm happy becox tmr me n poh gg shopping.its been long since i last stepped into many shops.yet i hate cip.its damn boring n i can't stand jiaheng for goodness sake.830am!!!!omg.haha.getting slpy...BYE!

2007-01-25T02:56:00.000-08:00

I am damn free today so i decided to blog.nth to do mah.its rare ok.hmm firstly today pe is ok.soccer balls r fun esp the poh part.balls flew up high too.haha.joan very scared of balls lei.den somemore tan today math only 1 hr.he's becoming lazy after 2 extended lessons.haha.good den i got 2 hr break.taught poh a little of math cox she got math test today.hmm heard from joan jus now tt she tink she can't pass it.kbox is unable to motivate her lei.next time nid a stronger motivation.hmm i suggest....haha i haven tot of anyting yet.maybe hello kitty stuff?is tt worse than kbox?i duno.chem was rather ok today.luckily foo tcher din come.he's scary.o today he said got chem test on 26 feb.shit is like i dun understand anyting from the lecture notes can.i tink i am gg to fail the test.

today after lessons joan serene tty n i went j8 to eat mac.while we were about to alight the bus joan saw the red underwear of a guy in front of us.damn funny cox i called her 'bian tai' after tt.haha.after tt at mac we keep on seeing tt guy again.den serene keep on laughing cox i called him 'red underwear' guy.haha.we met cat n her frend at j8 too.she was talking fotos for art i suppose.den she wanted us to 'ta bao' mac so tt she can take fotos for the theme 'greed'.we chatted for sometime n went home.i waited damn long like 15 mins for 13 to come n the bus is super crowded.

ok i am damn sad.tmr can't acc they all go out cox i got tuition at nite.tuition work nt done yet.hai.have to rush home after sch to finish my work.life is like hell like tt.hmm sat feel like gg out too but next wk got econs test.its damn impt.i got urge to go jackson kopitiam to eat.anyone wana join me???

2007-01-24T04:40:00.000-08:00

Aiya i am supposed to do chem n math hmk but after biz i am so tired tt i am too lazy to do anyting instead.i did a lame ting jus now.wanted to blog n go blogger.com but instead i headed into the google website.c how tired i am.biz was like shit today.walked the whole lor 6 toa payoh to find the damn place where there is pool.my legs r super tiring somemore tmr got soccer.i dun feel like gg to sch tmr at all.firstly i totally hate chem lessons now.jus everyting about the tut part.den there's pe.ok i dun really like fitness stuff.i tink i am fine with running at my own speed.

I duno if i am stress cox i'm growing pimples n its like alot.like shit 3 feb got newspaper collection.i intended to go for my hair-cut man.now its like cannot liao.national income test next fri i seriously hope nt to fail it.if nt got remedial like on mon morn before lessons,thurs common break n sat.like wth sat can.i tink they r seriously mad.i am starting to hate sch.

haha joan made me laughed like mad today.o the fotos...laugh until my stomach damn pain ok.o yea my sis said she saw tan jus now.luckily i came back few mins earlier than her man if nt i meet into him den he will start to ask kpo qns.haha.i'm tired.bye.

2007-01-21T04:13:00.000-08:00

been slping alot during wkend.i duno y but i hate dis habit of getting tired easily.maybe becox i have insufficient slp during wkdays?anyway there r like tons of hmk to be done dis wk.maths econs geog n 2 math test the coming wk.it seems like forever to get everyting done.sian.fri games day was unsuccessful due to the rain but biz business was ok.hotdogs all sold out.everyone esp the j1s as interested in the soccer match-nycians vs some uncles team?i tink in the end the results is 2-1 which means ny won which was expected lah.if they dun win den lao kuai oreadi.before the games day sales,joan tty n me went to library n joan n i had some interesting findings on friendster.durian is married.omg i din noe tt n we oso found victor the pe tcher friendster.saw a few yeo fotos with him n another guy.haha.anyone interested can go c.den saw belinda lo one oso.the 'guo biao wu' tcher name very funny.he's called gary seng boon tat.i laughed out can.super funny the way it sounds.

after games day ended at about 7 joan n i took bus to bishan n i took mrt to city hall n meet the zoo gang at marina square.they were at topshop.jenna wanted to buy dis purple wallet which material is so crumpled.den it costs 49 bucks somemore.she was undecisive whether to buy it so i dragged huiting jenni n jenna out of the shop cox i'm damn hungry so we went long john to eat.at first only i wanted to eat den later all was influenced by my fish n they started to order too.haha.huiting was saying i'm like treating sch so lightly.example i noe my tests r all gg to fail but i can still take them so lightly.hmm upon some thought i can't be gg crazy jus becox of these tests rite?like tt everyday oso siao oreadi.she say if she noe she gg to fail den she will complain like hell but i can still laugh at my mistakes.haha.i mean its my fault for nt studying sufficient enough to get all my geographic processes mixed up.no one to blame actually.we chatted n blah.den we went espirit n jenna bought her wallet there.it was about like 9 plus n almost all shops r gg to close.so we quickly went in n finally spotted the one wallet which she liked n the quality is worthed its price.so we paid.

i had headache so i went home.took 133 n the bus journey was like super long.fell asleep cox i was too tired.wen i reached home i received jenna thanking msg.haha.she's damn funny.ok den sat i went shaw ntuc n bought lots of chocolate.yea finally i stocked up all my choco for the next 2 wks?i hoped at least it lasted tt long.haha.

o i still have human geog research tut to do.wah i am so envy of cat.she's watching rain concert now i bet.mus be drooling or sth oreadi n i am stuck here doing my work.how pathetic.haha.

2007-01-12T07:42:00.000-08:00

econs test today was damn horrible.i'm 100 percent sure tt i'm gg to fail.today gp lesson i realised i was really unattentive during gopal lesson.its like i really wana buck up on my gp.den i realise sth about tq during gp lesson.kept on laughing at my discovery.i tink tze yin very poor ting.she has no one to acc every gp lesson.i noe the feeling.its bad but i dun noe wat i can do so i suggest i play tt eraser game with her n guess wat.i'm regretting it now.haha.she threw it on my hair can!my precious hair lah!haha.ok i tink she's gg to say she can hear me saying tt oreadi.wen i took bus home today i saw nanwadni.i was like staring into space den he waved n say hi i tink.was listening to mp3 so i can't really hear him so i jus smiled back at him.

evening i went out with the zoo gang.jenna is promoted from an bear-owl-penguin.she say y is she promoted?den i ans 'den u wana get demoted izzit'.haha.u noe i wanted to make it sound nice lah.huiting tinks she looks more like an owl now.she's so bad.she hitted me 3 times today n she said she was happy i grew fatter so tt she wasn't the only one who was growing.wat a frend man.but she's damn cute n funny esp wen i suan her n she simply can't defend herself n suan me back.i tink i'm damn kind to help her carry her heavy laptop oso.we went shopping at hereen n i finally saw a bag which i liked n i really wanted to buy it.i tinking of persuading my mum to ask it tmr.haha.its quite cheap ok.huiting joined us at shilin at cineleisure at about 8 plus.she started to invade our food n after eating we went around to shop for jenna's present.btw jenna keeps on saying 'sexy' today.even a keychain can be sexy.u get wat i mean?secondly she wans to act mature.so funny.i keep on introducing some disgusting stuff n claim tt its very mature n insist i'll buy it for her esp the earrings which suit cockroach?haha.i dun mean tze yin ok but wen i saw tt pair of earrings i jus tot of cockroaches.

home we went at about 10.hmm thx qiuling n jenni for acc me take nel.so nice of them.jenni so stress.she slept like 2 hrs n still join us for outing today.i'm so damn touched though i din tell her n i asked her go home straight away slp.she has lesser slping hrs than me.tt's y i tink i am fortunate to be in jc.i mean i do hate lessons n blah but den i really dun tink i am suited to those project-based poly.i dun like projects esp cca ones.they r jus pointless.hmm i try to tink the better side of life.2006 was a yr where i really look at the bad side of life n i lived horribly but i tink i wana change everyting dis yr.treasure everyting around me cox i really tink i am fortunate as compared to many others.i can say i'm happy since 2007 started.on the last day of 2006 i learnt an impt lesson which i tink i will nver ever forget in my life.

btw tq was chatting about cip with me n i realised i'm in deep shit for nt doing cip hrs at all.maybe those shirts which i buy from cancer foundation is considered cip.yeo say one if nt i gg to rip him alive.no tt's disgusting.tq say is 4 hrs den i like wah...gd sia.but still got duno how many more hrs.she recommand cip for actions for s'pore dogs.some sterilization.but i'm scared of dogs n i dun understand the instructions lei.they r chim to read.

anyway i wana brush up my eng with jenna!i tink mine is horrible with limited vocab.

2007-01-08T05:20:00.000-08:00

frankly i am plain lazy n exhausted to update my blog.1st wk of sch jus passed n it was alright.i was nt used to firstly short slping hrs tt the moment i get home everyday i am lying on the sofa slping like a pig.secondly pe jus sux.everyone agrees on tt man,ok only probably the random pple agree.we tink tt pe shuld be abolished or at least abolish the nafa test part is ok with me oso.ok stop complaining.hmm fri before i wenta meet choiuling i went kampong park with tze poh n serene.its like a lonely park without a soul.tt round tingy which i sat on n being spinned like siao tink i can nver forget tt feeling.so giddy n nth else.den wenta town to meet choiuling.many times i wanted to fall asleep in the bus cox i was jus too tired.we ate at gelere if tt's how i spell it correctly.the waffla ice-cream super nice.we drank bubble tea n shopped cox i wanted a new pair of earrings for sch.sick of my old earrings oreadi but in the end can't find anyting.den i wenta a shop n saw dis golden pouch damn nice i really wanted to buy it but i couldn't find a purpose for tt pouch.tt shop oso got sell socks for hp den actaully i intended to buy it for poh serene n tty cox they requested but den i tot it was unfair i only buy for them.buy oso nid to buy for all 6 pple in random gp but nt enough money.haha.next time ok guys.den i was so tired n i went home to slp.haha.while i was slping my sis say got mosquito on my leg.omg.luckily she chased it away.haha

apparently i have gp essay test tmr n i can't be bothered at all since i am gg to fail anyway.btw someone is really pissing me off.jenna tt penguin finally msg me back.she's got cleverer.haha.i am physically tired now.i hope my com dun break down like all of a sudden like ytd again.

2006-12-29T05:15:00.000-08:00

today my neighbour's daughter racheal finally come to my hse.its been a long time since she last came.haha.she is super cute n looks like a boy can.but wen u r right in front of her she is a girl lah becox her eyelashes r like super long.her eyes very nice.big n bright.envy lo.hmm she quite dao at first wen she come to my hse dun wana talk at all.ask her call me 'jie jie' oso dun wan.but den she still loves bunny n food.i brought her to c all my poohs.haha.she's nt interested lah!den after tt she went living rm to watch her fav bunny n we gave her food to eat.she likes to repeat wat we say.haha.den i wanted her to call me 'jie jie' so i fed her with food n asked her to call me n she did!wah i was so happy can.den my mum kept on tickling her cox she's very scared of it.is like u haven tickle her she starts to move away oreadi.so cute rite?after sometime she went hyper!!!so funny.i observed her tt she likes to tip toe to dance,walk n everyting.after tt we sang many songs tgt.i kept on teasing her with the stuff toy-dog to kiss her.she likes the dog man.haha.she brights up my day!!!

2006-12-28T07:20:00.000-08:00

its been almost a wk since i've last blogged.haha.i tink i'm becoming lazier to blog oreadi so i can forsee tt i will abandon my blog wen sch starts.hmm can't predict lah cox maybe i very sicked of sch den i blog everyday to complain.haha.den someone gg to say i'm complain queen lo.hmm ok i watched 2 shows ytd n today.death note 2 n the night at the museum.both shows r worth watching cox i tink nt bad.hmm death note today is opening day so is like alot of tickets selling fast.my sis n i went to cineleisure but sold out le so we rushed down to ps in the rain(by mrt) to watch the 3pm show.the quene was like super long but nt worst than cineleisure one cox tt one the quene moves like tortoise.hmm anyway i saw benjamin wen i went to toilet.he was outside the gents duno waiting for who.maybe his gf???haha.no idea cox i dare nt approach him later n i am like super shocked seeing him with his usual toot toot bag which he brings to sch too.anyway i watched superstar jus now n i like nat n daren's performance.others dance very weird.got one somemore din dance at all can.felt cheated.haha.kidding...no offence!!!ok i nid go do econs le.shit i still got 4 geog essay qns undone.can someone save me???yes thx to serene tt i got sth to write about anyway.i shall treat her someday wen i have money.haha.anyway i am like super broke now.

2006-12-22T09:45:00.000-08:00

hey guys i'm back from my cruise!!!haha its kinda a short trip.ok so i went on wed night n came back today.hmm the quene at habourfront on wed night was damn damn long.checked into the cruise oreadi 10 plus.o yea the way to the cruise is quite funny cox there r like 2 photographers n pple in cartoon suits n we r like 'forced' to take fotos with them.haha.i bought the family foto instead of the individual.its like made into a keychain n it cost 10 plus.daddy bought the family foto n they kinda placed it into a frame..booklet type.i can't explain it well but it costs a bomb man.like 30 bucks.duno y dad buy it oso.ok so wen we reached there we were offered drinks cox still cannot check into the room.my sis took the champagne(ok i duno how to spell) n daddy ask if i wan it.omg like the waitress oso duno care cox i'm underage can.but i took sour fruit juice in the end.haha.i dun wana get drank u c.hmm btw my sis say its duno sour or bitter.

after mins we went into our 4 to 1 rm.o gosh the room is so super small man though i am at deck 9 with balcony.so the moment i reached i watched tv!haha.like nth better to do like tt.hmm cox its the funny hk show.its called the modern version of 'jie da huan xi'.its so damn funny.so after the half hr show our whole family was hungry n we ate supper at the chi restaurant.the food was horrible!like china food like tt.after tt we went to explore the ship n the facilities on board.so we went to the highest deck..deck 13.we can c sentosa,vivocity,cable car n more.they have a place to play golf i suppose.there's dicso oso!but den i was standing outside cox i can't go in n like nobody inside one lo.deck 12 is the buffet and alot of other facilities like swimming,a tavern n others i can't rmb.haha.ok i got bad memory.den they got karaoke n its like super 'out'.the moment i was outside i hear the song..as in the mv nt the person singing is totally out of tune.haha.another funny place is like got workers on cruise singing to 'no audience'.i mean its quite sad lah but i duno wat they singing btw.there got movie theatre called 'the lido'.sounds familiar rite..they no creativity one can copy pple's name.the movie on the first night i tink its the charlie's angles but is the thailand one.duno wat title lah cox i went in it started le.

after walking much we went back room n i continued to watch tv as usual.din wana slp cox i ate finish supper like at 12pm!so i watch astro channel where they show a few hk shows.all the shows i watch before oreadi like 'war-in-laws,jiu tian feng yun n yummy yummy' n most imptly they r like scv..one show duno repeat how many times man.so at 2am i got nth to do liao i decided to slp but i can't.guess wat!my dad snored like super loud the whole night n i can't slp like the whole night.sis oso can't slp but i duno how come my mum can slp wen she's right beside him.she somemore dare say he got snore meh.o other than the snores on the left,on the right is my sis's rebonded hair smell.so smelly can.omg.o den i can feel the ship moving wen i am on the bed oso so i felt uncomfortable n pillow super flat.ok so at 7am my sis n i crawled out of bed n wenta balcony .it was quite windy outside n u c nth but the sea.its quite nice cox i dun really c it in s'pore.den is like u can't c the shore at all only a few cargo ships.so after my dad woke up sis n i wenta slp till like 10 plus.

skipped breakfast of cox n we went to chi restaurant to eat lunch.before reaching the restaurant as i was walking down the stairs i saw dis very cute boy walking down the stairs step by step n i saw him in the restaurant later.he was like super cute cox wen his mum taking fotos of him n the hand pose of clicking the camera button..he imitated her.super cute lah!o yea the food in all restaurants r standard for everybody unless u order xtra den u nid to pay except for buffet cox tt one u can take as much as u wan.lunch was ok.we ordered a drink which taste like fruit passion recommanded by the waitress.nt bad but a bit bitter.i duno y the drinks on board always a bit bitter or sour one lo.

den we took a coach to kl shopping centre sungei wang.o yea before tt there r photographers again outside the cruise n they r urging pple to take fotos again.super poor ting cox nobody bothers them except my sis.she took foto n like as if she will buy them.kl traffic is like super jam.10 mins n the vehicles oso dun move at all.din buy clothings cox i tink the materials nt as gd as s'pore n the some belts even more ex than those in far east.the shoes oso nt nice..looks quite auntie.i tink cox i went there shopping last yr le so like nth i like liao.hmm i saw lots of patrick in those small shops.in the end i bought a hk show-vcd.its super cheap.the price of the whole show is like only the price of one part in s'pore.cox time is limited we can only shop for like 2hrs.on the way back i slept.super tired.wen i woke up i saw my sis playing with a little gal the sticker which like tour guide give one.the gal is quite rude cox she shout at pple but quite cute cox she keeps on doing wat my sis do.like sticking sticker on her forehead.o yea we bought lots of food back instead.haha.

so we reached the cruise n ate buffet dinner.food nt bad cox i tink i am hungry.the cakes they make super nice.got strawberry i tried 2 kinds,one cake n one mousse(duno how to spell).choco and lemon.after dinner we walked n took fotos.so sad cox i din bring my swimsuit i mean more like i dun have one den can't go into the spa.the spa is like a small round pool.den they provide free towels nearby the pools.haha.i tink its kinda weird.after tt went back room to watch tv again.dis time i slept at 11 plus after eating a light supper again.c now i tink i dare nt weigh myself on the weighing machine liao.slpt until 3am den i heard snores again.o gosh den i hear my mp3 the whole night till 7 plus i tink.my parents went for breakfast den sis n i slept till 9am but i woke up at 10 instead.i felt tt my eyes were pain after breakfast cox the sun was rather glaring.den the wind outside was super super strong!tink can blow little kids away.so obviously my hair became super messy in the end.went back rm to slp again cox my mum tinks its becox i dun have enough slp tt's y i got headache.i saw my slping foto which my dad took jus now.horrible like no 'sui xiang' lah.haha.

ok i tink dis entry super long.i am tired of typing le.bb.

2006-12-18T07:20:00.000-08:00

o man holidays is ending n so much hmk is undone.hmm i wana do sth impt to me before my holidays end but i really duno where to start from.sometimes i tink i'm really an uncaring frend.i am at a lost now.gg on cruise soon n i hope i can find a solution.

btw i finished watching 'which star are you from' today.nice show n i love kim rae won esp wen he's in suit.hmm like the gal in the show cox she's damn pretty n they quarrel over very minor matters which is very real life.i oso finish watching my hk show so now i am left with the ella show n another hk show to watch before i say byebye to my holidays.

ytd went to class outing if u call tt one cox there's only 9 pple lah and most imptly tty paiseh us!i feel.........anyway we ate at dis i duno wat place near clark quay mrt.the food was nt very nice n we played like linking game.sounds like some orientation ice breaker games lah.den there's dis gal in the shop we suddenly stood up n thanked god for i duno wat.tink it was her bdae or sth.sounds pretty weird.after dinner we walked alot in the rain.went to fullerton hotel n sat at the lobby.wah i can say the toilet is damn nice n so so hot like sauna like tt.haha.of cox i am exaggerating.at the lobby yixiu helped cat took fotos on the theme 'lust' and 'pride'.the lust part was funny!yixiu expose herself in front of the camera in the hotel.haha.dun tink dirty.shall nt elaborate more man if nt later she's gg to push me again.joan took part in the 'lust' foto shoot 2.lazy to type now.if u wana noe ask me i will tell u with my mouth cox its faster tt way.

daddy has difficulty walking cox he did spring cleaning a few days le but he dun wana c doctor.duno if he can go cruise anot.wen he wasn't able to get up from the floor n nid assistance from my bro n mum i felt deeply sad in my heart.it nver striked me tt daddy is getting old oreadi.sobs.shall nt say anymore.

i wish for a better tmr.

2006-12-12T07:40:00.000-08:00

the trip to bishan lib was so unsuccessful.joan,poh,serene,xiu n me tried to search for books for the geog holiday hmk but we found nth.xiu went home right after tt.so the remaining 4 of us decided to bowl.went yio chu kang n the lamest ting is we r nt allowed to go in becox of some of us wore slippers.wth man.the indian security guard i suppose said sth tt really rhymes.damn funny but i can't rmb how it goes.ask serene to sing to u if u wan cox she said she's gotta rmb it forever.we condemn tt yio chu kang is the suai place for us n it shall always be our last destination if we have an outing.so we took a long train ride to city hall to go marina's sq 'superbowl'.wah there got alot of pple den the person in charge say nid to wait half an hr for our turn so we wenta walk walk.poh left to go job interview with tze n heard from poh jus now tt it was successful.congrats gals.

after tt we went back to superbowl n still we saw alot of pple.den serene n me scared 'lao kui' tt my bowling skills is bad so we dun wana bowl.haha.really sry joan i tink u really wanted to bowl i promise next time we go marina bay there sure nt much pple.den actually me n serene wanted to watch open season but joan dun wan plus timing is like 5 plus so late.so we went arcade.played tt colour game got alot of chi words one.den the funniest part came man.joan n serene wenta play the racing car.den serene's machine duno izzit spoil or wat she was stuck at the grass n she couldn't drive out of it at all so the entire game she was stuck in the grass.joan n she herself tried very hard but to no avail.somemore the wheel can move by itself cox it was auto mode.damn poor ting she wasted a dollar becox of tt.den after tt got guys who wanted to play n initially there is a guy who used serene's machine.den joan n serene quickly walked back n sat behind them to c if the machine works n maybe the guy's reaction but in the end the guy din use tt machine n serene was rather 'annoyed'.haha.nt really lah.

after tt motiveless outing ended with the 3 of us sitting in macafe eating n drinking.serene n i ordered a cup of double choco which was super sweet.maybe cox i oso ate ice-cream.hmm serene tot i was a caring frend.haha.but its sad i let her down sia.den after tt joan wanted to attack her in surprise using her legs n serene took revenege before we left mac for home.haha.she called me forgetful freak twice man.jus becox i forgot wat i was talking to her probably mins before.o den suddenly she say she dun wish to go through j2.o gosh i finally found someone who had the same feelings as me man.was quite happy for tt moment.c we love to slack n do a little hmk wen we r happy.o yea den i told her about the game we were playing tt day in the mrt.linking game.so wen i told her i linked john with rain she laughed wholeheartedly man.JOHN TAN is his full name.o at marina sq we saw a shop by the name rain n we started laughing n some pple in the shop turned to look at us.haha.of cox they duno wat we r laughing at n maybe they tink we siao.who cares man.btw she asked wat joan linked to john.i forgot?haha.ask joan man if she rmbs too.i will always rmb tt crappy story we created in the mrt man.so full of crap n nonsensical stuff.

btw anyone done the 1450 word econs essay?if yes lend me pls pls pls!i tink tt will drive me mad for hrs.haha.wen i c serene online i am gg to harass her for her geog man.she had such a great achievement to have done 2 qns n as for me i've did nth at all.ok gtg.duno wat's wrong with youtube so slow man.haha.

2006-12-06T08:46:00.000-08:00

i have been feeling sad these two days.i tink i'm easily influenced at the age of 17.read my frend's blog n i realised i'm really a bad frend.she said sth like 17 is supposed to be a age of enjoying yr teens or sth like tt i can't really rmb.tt lend me to ponder the yr which i've jus been through.there have been alot of unhappiness n i tink i've found true frends who really helped me pull through dis tough yr.though my 17 is neither enjoyable nor happy but i tink it really makes me grow n tink more than i do wen i was in the past.izzit becox i tink alot tt's y i am unhappy tt often.i feel fortunate n blessed all of a sudden.i duno y i get mixed feelings sometimes wen i am 17 which i dun used to in the past.is tt a process of growing?do i experience tt even more in the future?i've been tinking lately tt i wana live my life to the best n enjoy every moment of my life to the fullest but can i do tt?i agree tt how many pple in the world can do the tings they wan in life or now at the age of 17.studying wat they like n enjoying teenage.does everyone work towards tt btw?i'm nt sure whether i am.

btw ytd i saw 2 angmohs on the bus.one of them was talking so loudly tt the whole bus can hear his american accent.i can hear him even wen i am hearing my mp3 so imagine man.he was like saying he comes from sarawak or sort of stays there permantly..somemore ask the guy beside him if he noes where sarawak is.i duno if i caught the correct place but its has the same pronounciation as sarawak.i was pondering over the whole bus journey if his angmoh is talking to a frend or stranger cox i was sitting in front of them so i can't c their movement n stuff.

i am gg shopping again tmr.i hope shopping cheers me up.i am meeting my cousin 2.its been a long time since we have last met..like months?i realised my mum can't slp recently.izzit becox daddy went overseas?i shall ask her tmr.hah.i miss daddy all of a sudden though we dun really talk.

2006-12-05T07:21:00.000-08:00

i waiting for my show to be loading on youtube so i decided to blog since its been a long time since i've last blogged.hmm today i went shopping with mummy n sis.i became damn moody cox i can't find any clothes which i like for new yr.some pple mus be wondering y i so early buy new yr clothes cox duno next yr feb gst to 7% so mummy wans me to buy dis yr.i walked the whole building n i'm like lost cox i duno wat i wana buy.i really hate dis feeling.so i called inn poh along with me on fri to shop so as to 'pu chang' my 'lost' feeling.btw i tink the decorations for xmas at orchard quite nice.was tt rather random? so guys r we having xmas party at cat's hse or sth?i kinda wana celebrate xmas with frends..seems quite fun man.

recently i have been watching shows like ella 'hua yang shao nian shao nu',kangxi the variety show n a hk drama which moylie wu grew fat for the show.the ella show is highly recommanded cox its damn funny.storyline is ella 'nan ban nu zhuang' go boy's sch cox she like dis guy whom she believed is good in dis particular sport.got another guy in dis show like her den he tot he is gay cox ella is supposed to be a guy since she's in a boy's sch.haha.its supposed to be a hilarlous show btw. kangxi i show epis which guests like s.h.e whereby during the show they r asked about their 'fei wen'.xiao S n the kangyong keeping forcing selina to tell them the truth..quite funny.all the shows r found on youtube if anyone is interested.

suddenly i am in love with canto songs.i tink becox i watch alot of hk shows den i like the theme songs inside the show.anyway someone motivate me to do work can?

2006-11-28T08:35:00.000-08:00

today went out to celebrate poh bdae.after eating kfc with sis i took mrt to meet our clique at harbourfront.i called 'me so' cox supposed to meet her at cabin 19 in the train but somehow i missed it so she decided to wait at farrer park for tty.i went to acc her to wait for tty too.haha.i asked 'me so' whether r there pple whom joan hatred around her she say dun have.to my realisation wen i reached farrer park is tt there wasn't anyone around her at all.haha.it was rather quiet until some bangala came.haha.we waited a while b4 tty arrived n we headed for vivocity to meet cat.bought a fruit cake from breadtalk b4 poh came.after tt wanted to buy tickets to watch movie but den the 'happy feet' tickets r selling fast.den in the end wen yixiu,joan n poh arrived we still din manage to watch any movie for the whole day though we went to cine after tt.so we went to open space near long john n sang poh a bdae song loudly!she wanted a quiet one btw.haha.the most amazing ting is the cake managed to balance 45 degrees inside the box.yixiu ate like a little kid.the cream from the cake was all over her mouth.haha.so we headed down to cine by mrt.in the mrt both sides were having 'camera attack'!siao.they took alot of pics of each other.finally we arrived cine but den everyone was undecided whether to watch movie anot.slacked n sort of wasted alot of time.in the end they went pasta mania to eat but i din eat cox nth inside there looks nice to me.maybe i dun feel like eating fried stuff after tt kfc treat.after the meal we intended to go kbox but duno y we din go in the end.so we went to hereen to find shoes or sandals for cat cox the flower on her shoe is gg to drop off.the motive shopping became motiveless shopping.haha.is there such a word 'motiveless'?walked all day until i'm tired n sleepy.maybe becox ytd i was shopping the whole day oso.btw ytd trip to far east was great.i bought the red heart necklace n a black beaded necklace.the string is similar to tty except tt mine is black in colour but it certainly does nt look like ginger nor onions.haha.btw xiu cat n serene intended all day to put my red heart into my blouse to c duno...heart beat.they r damn disgusting lah.back to the topic of shopping,btw i was shopping with jiamin ytd.we chatted alot as we shop.hmm we walked into all the shoe shops in far east.gosh i tink tt's a record man.we tried alot of shoes..they all look damn nice lah.i liked a pair of shoes from mondo.i tink tt's the only round shoe which i like cox i normally wear pointed shoes.n another yellow shoe which i spotted is damn nice n striking.it cost 19.80 n most importantly i dun c dis colour in any other shops n its on promotion.haha.the other shoe from mondo cost 29.90 n i prefer the mondo shoes.haha.but i tink mummy wun buy them for me cox i jus bought my new pair of sandals a mth ago.den i also spotted a pair of earrings.its quite unique but i dun have money le n jiamin tinks its a little ex.it costs 7.90 btw.now i tink its nt tt ex cox i liked it.haha.tty keeps on telling me today tt i'm a spendthrift.everyting oso like but obviously i can't buy everyting.yea another unique red belt which i like too but i din manage to buy cox i scare out of trend den i will look weird in the crowd lo.after shopping jiamin n i went to taka for dinner cox i was starving le.i ate jap meal.damn nice.its delicious n very filling man.i will recommand pple who r big eaters to go there eat the set meal which has rice.yea tink tt's all i am tired after typing so long le.bye.

2006-11-24T04:19:00.000-08:00

today's outing was horrible.it was supposed to be 6 pple initially but in the end it was only left with joan n me.all these pple hor...really feel like.....hais.so joan n i went on motive shopping n we bought wat we wanted in 2 hrs time.haha.i saw a heart-shaped neclace n i really wanted to buy it but i dun have enough money.nvm i tink i shall go there on mon to buy it so i hope its still there.haha.after shopping we went to food court to eat.weather was cold so i ate soupy stuff.joan oso.we chatted about superstar n blah.haha.o i realise she oso noe tt nat contestant is ex-nyjcian all thans to our sisters n both of us r happy tt the very proud gal is out.haha.ok i tink i am bad but wen i c her face i noe she sure out cox she got tt qian bian face lo.after eating both of us went home.

ytd i meet qiuling n siewhian.haha.btw for those who duno siew has changed her name.its called yixuan(is tt how i spell her name?).the changing of name is to avoid some disaster i tink.haha.o i rmb joan oso wana change name..nid go fortune teller oso?siew damn funny lah.qiuling n i were sitting at starbucks waiting for her so as i was hungry i called n asked her to buy old chang kee for me.den she ask wat's tt for god's sake.haha.n to my realisation,she tot tako pachi is old chang kee n she walk past old chang kee the store in bugis is rather big lo.o gosh den i told her to buy curry puff..she somemore ask me wat flavour i wanted!i was tinking curry puff got flavour one meh?haha..she's damn funny lah.so after tt she finally arrived n we chatted alot about our frends, our present life n blah.had a great chat.i tink its been long since i really last chatted tt happily.maybe becox its holidays so i have some hell time talking non-stop.

i hope we can meet up soon again.

2006-11-17T23:48:00.000-08:00

I was looking through my fotos with sec sch frends i had the feeling tt i really missed those days n my frends.

2006-11-17T07:43:00.000-08:00

today i pon econs!haha.after wed lec i dun wana go there to kill my brain cells le.heard econs got hmk again.so i reached at 915 for maths lec instead.maths was better today.the concepts r considered easier as compared to the trigo integration part.tt trigo part can really kill u in no time.as in kill yr brain cells cox u nid to tink like shit n memorise the formulas well.i tink i am gg to hate integration especially wen i c the tutorial given today.

after math we went coffeeshop to eat breakfast.i ate black carrot cake.nt bad.joan ate hokkien mee n tze on diet.haha.no lah tink she dun wana eat.hmm after tt went home with tze.she gg for interview with poh today.nt sure how was it.btw i almost forgot to buy my sis's lunch on my way back home.so i called her while i was already outside the mrt.becox i dun have money she has no choice but to eat mac cox only mac can pay by ex-link.i bought fillet meal n apple pie for her which cost only 5 bucks.i certainly duno y it was extremely cheap but i oso dun care.haha.took bus home cox scorching sun i dun wana walk home.den i watched shows n slpt as usual.i was so damn tired cox i slpt only like 6 hrs the nite before.after tt on the com again to watch er zhuo ju zhi wen again.ok i got nth to do at home can.den i saw terence online u noe.immediately i went offline in case he startes questioning anyting.haha.bathed n rushed down to meet mummy at far east.

we agreed to meet at 630 but den i was late but nver tot she was even later than me can.mummy arrived at 7.den we went shopping.actually din really shop far east much den i bought a pants which comes with a free blouse wen u buy it.ok den we went watsons.she bought tissues cox my hse no more tissues.lame rite i noe.bought shampoo oso.after tt we took a bus down to cine.ate dinner at food court.i ate jap food.bought necklace.finally i got necklace.i got record of breaking 3 oreadi.mummy actually wanted to buy me a real silver one wen there is sales during dec but i din wan cox very ex mah.joan n tze say i shuld buy the real one.anyway i bought the 925 silver.den while i was leaving cine for john little i saw tze,poh,dickson n some of their og pple.haha.i was shocked to c them lah.tze say she msg me but i din replied.haha.den we sorted of talk?haha.tze say i din ans her qns.sry lah.too excited so din hear properly.they celebrating poh bdae.an early one.they went to wat blue stars which i nver hear b4.haha.after tt mummy n me went to john little.i bought sth new.some cream which claims to remove dark spots n acne scars.i hope it works.mummy bought all her cosmetics n a bottle of perfume for everyone who is a woman in my hse.haha.home i went.

while i was at the bus stop i saw dis gal who had blisters cox she was wearing heels.so she put plasters lah den suddenly got a guy walked towards her.duno izzit her bf.anyway she left with waste paper after using plasters n wanted to find a dustbin but to no avail.the guy offered to throw the paper for her as in she gave him the waste paper.so i tot the guy gg to find bin to throw but den i saw him putting all the waste paper into his pockets.aiyo.i was staring at him lah.the guy so lazy.haha.the gal i tink oso discourage him to put into his pockets so somehow dis guy disappeared for mins.end of story.haha.jus so kpo observation.

btw while i was out of the hse to meet my mum i saw my neighbour's daughter,rachael.she's damn cute.she keeps on calling 'jie jie' n she put her hands out of the gate to reach our for my hands.so sweet.she always brighten up my day though she quite naughty lah.but which little kid doesn't rite..childhood days u c.haha.but while i was in sch uni in the morn she seems quite dao though she still called me lah.tink cox she still scare of the word 'sch'.poor ting.anyway i kissed goodbye to her.

poh call me jus now to ask if i had serene's hse no but i dun have.they wana join choir!o great.shuld be more interesting than inno rite.haha.if serene happens to be reading mummy's blog go ans poh call ok though i noe the chances of the slug reading my blog is 0.00000001%.haha.nite.

2006-11-14T07:16:00.000-08:00

had math lec today.i was late lah becox of 133 again.its always late lo.math today was ok.i only understand intergation part.the whole lesson i was persuading joan to go for the class outing in the evening.after math i went home to watch shows n den slp.

woke up den bathed n rushed down to far east to meet joan n poh.i was late again.haha.den we only took about an hr's time to finish shopping the whole far east cox no money mah so i can't buy anyting.nid to wait till fri wen i go shopping with mummy den i can buy everyting i wan.haha.yea den wen time was up we went down to ps for class outing.

i can say totally tt yeo sucks.damn angry tt he forgot the class outing n refused to come down to meet us.wth.i nver c dis kind of tcher one lei.worse of all,after taking the bag n bottle we bought for him,he went off le.he jus sucks rite.i sincerely hope he is nt our ct next yr.btw buying a bag n bottle for him sounds like buying for a pri sch kid.anyway while we were waiting for him to come n meet us we played zhong ji mi ma n i won a dollar.haha.c we r so damn bored n he is still taking his own sweet time coming down.after eating we wanted to watch movie cox our class fund is super rich.haha.but den nth much to watch somemore so late le so we decided to go home while the others go eat tau hui.

i dreamt of a frend which i lost contact for a yr le.will i get to meet her in the coming days?i duno.it will be nice to meet her.haha.btw jenna promised to chat online with me today but she is nowhere to be seen.chatted with her on the fone for almost an hr.she might become sc.congrats!

tmr's lesson starts at 915.yes i can slp later.i wish for money to drop down from the sky.haha.

2006-11-09T18:21:00.000-08:00

I slept for 11.5 hrs!i noe its far from yixiu's record of 19.5 hrs but its one of my longest record.i tink my longest record was 16 hrs.i rmb tt time i went camp n i din slept so wen i was back home i slept like no one else business.haha.in order to watch superstar last nite i 'ren' until 10pm den i can't stand it so i went to sleep.i was having a severe headache too.damn pain but now its gone le.haha.

ok basically ytd my op gp was quite suai.tt video which we have done wasn't working.its lagging!was quite disappointed lah cox if i had worked well i am confident enough to say my gp is the best among the 3 ok.haha.the tchers seem impatient waiting for our video.hais.but den the 1st 2 times we tried on tt com it as working so tt's y i say we r suai!anyway the op was alright after all.Q&A was super difficult.my qns was sth like since i was introducing to include a 'uniquely fashionable' segement into the video to promote s'pore so wat is so unique about s'pore's fashion? Aiyo i was stunned wen i heard the qns lei.i din quite get her qns in the first place so i asked for her to repeat the qns again so tt i can oso take time to tink.so she repeated n wen she has finished with her qns i still can't tink of the ans.after a few secs i managed to crap sth out.she din ask me another qns so i tink my ans was ok.yucks lah.i got freaked out at tt moment lo.

after op,j8 to eat n wait for poh n tty cox they nid to be student audience till 12 plus i tink.i had a bad sore throat so i could only eat soupy stuff.sad lah.wen i saw yixiu's egg i am so tempted!its all to blame myself anyway to eat choco everyday.haha.so we went food court n the funniest ting came!serene somehow shouted out an ans 'ME SO'.haha.i tink she wanted to say me oso.haha.c i've got sth to laugh about her le since she's always bullying me with the 'fivety'.she quite bad too.wen we were in the bus she was sleeping.yixiu wanted to wake her up but she din nt react.so she asked me for help den i say u shout 'fivety' lo so maybe she will wake up or have some reaction.YES!she did react to 'fivety'.argh i was quite certain she would react one lo.i am gg to call her 'me so' for the rest of next wk wen i c her.haha.

after eating we went to library.we were quite noisy lah.as i was so tired only sleeping 5 hrs the nite before i slept on tt hard floor.my butt was damn pain wen i got up later lo.while i was sleeping,yixiu n serene was playing n talking n i duno wat they trying to do in front of me.they say i very scary wen i suddenly open my eyes.haha.can't help it lah.so finally,poh n tty came n they saw us through the window in the library.haha.we sat n chatted den we headed down to cineleisure.

tty left cox she was nt feeling well.joan went to meet her sis.so its only left with yixiu,serene,poh n me.initially they wanted to go kbox to sing but den i got throat pain so i din wana sing.feeling guilty cox they really look like they wanted to sing lo.anyway in the end we watched 'flushed away'.its damn funny.tt show though short but its worth watching.serene's friends r so cute inside.we saw tty too-hiding.haha.the cockroach!they sing until so cute.i love the part where there r 3 slugs clinging onto the umbrella.so cutee!after movie,joan actually wanted to join us but we were so undecided on where to go so in the end we told her we were tired n wanted to go home soon.we went to taka.yixiu ate jap food again.i was somehow a little hungry so i went to buy creamy puff!its damn nice i am gg to eat it later too.serene ate belgium choco ice-cream.she tempted yixiu to eat tgt too.haha.yixiu actually wanted to eat i tink but she persisted tt she shuld nt spend anymore money on eating.

so after all the eating,we walked down to wisma.argh we went into forever 21.the clothes so damn nice.i saw dis blouse quite cool but its 48 bucks lei.so obviously no money to buy lo.den i oso saw a jacket!serene tot is the oldies kind.wah lao so angry i got so bad taste arh.haha.kidding i wasn't angry lah the jacket is more of the rock type i tink.anyhow say one.haha.we den went everywhere to find the exit to go home by mrt so home we go!!!!!!!!!!!

later gg vivocity again.haha.ok actually i haven really finish shopping at tt big mall lah.haha.somemore is jenna wana go one so we acc her go lo.argh i duno wat to eat now.no it shuld be i duno wat can i eat now with my sore throat.yucks.i hate being sick.

2006-11-07T23:48:00.000-08:00

i realised its been long since i've last blogged.ytd went back sch in the afternoon for pw again.yeo looks pissed off n he keep on commenting alot of tings.its rather irritating.we were the last gp to present but he din like comment alot on our gp i tink.he said we will get ME n if we r lucky we may get more than tt.hmm we all hope we will be lucky.haha.but den tt does nt include Q&A so i duno.dun wana tink so much oso.but i seriously tink our gp is very lucky n i thank all members man.they r nice pple.i was quite pissed off wen yeo say i was fierce ytd.jus becox i talked loudly does nt mean i am fierce ok.

tty did a colour test ytd.i did it too.its total crap.is like how can a gal be my internet lover.so wrong lah.her ans was damn funny.it kept me laughing for sometime.i oso talked to poh.hope she cheers up n jiayou!2 more days ok den u r free le.

den today went back sch again for last rehearsal for tmr's op.hmm we r quite slacked.haha.they claim i talk very slow cox normally i talk very fast one.but my script is short mah so i mus talk so slowly as possible so that i can hit 4 mins.den serene's gp came in to practice too.i stayed cox i was waiting for tty.but den tot their gp 11am yet they changed the time i tink or i rmb wrongly.anyway i went home cox no one wanted to acc me to wait for tty.sry tty tt we can't have lunch tgt.

i've been tinking alot recently.maybe becox i'm too free?how i wish time stops here n i will nt enter j2 n blah.btw i am seriously in need of money.any kind soul wana lend me?i hope i can persuade my mum to buy me the belt n necklace.i shall tag along with her dis sat to shop n pester her to buy it for me.but den i feel like buying the belt on fri instead wen i go out with frends.Yeah though tmr got op but somehow it seems tt i am nt scared at all.haha.rather i look forward to the outing tmr!watching movie.yeah!

2006-11-03T06:06:00.000-08:00

o i duno y those titles at the top r gone.
btw my stress level is 39%
i'm 56% happy.
i'm 50+% normal.( i can't rmb the actual fig)

o i tend to charm strangers.tt's weird.haha.but den wat do they mean i get wat i wan from them.its complicated.they say its hard for me to commit in a relationship.i tink its quite true.tink i told my close frends b4 y.Your weakness: Your extreme manipulation tactics? so wat's dis suppose to mean?wth.EXTREME.sounds like i'm tt bad.

You have killer intuition?o gosh.haha.no jus tt i can predict some of my future.haha.

Your purpose in life is to help others succeed.
No haha i dun agree.i succeed oreadi den i help u all ok.haha.
You are confident, and sometimes this confidence borders on arrogance.
wah lao.i very arrogant meh.serene say i'm friendly on first sight.haha.ok on first sight only.i everyday oso laugh nt arrogant can.

and lastly i am more normal than joan!HAHA.

btw i wana say i had a weird dream.i dreamt of someone i hatred.''tt horse face''.o gosh i duno y he appeared in my dreams but i tink its a bad omen.

CHI A'LVLs today!basically i can only say the exam is ok.i duno if i can lift up to my parents' expectations of getting an A,seriouly i dun c any hope in tt.hmm..i did the usual type of qns.tried to put some chim words.nt many.maybe 2?haha.i noe tt's little.but den can't tink of it liao mah.tink i'll get my results in march next yr.we'll see.

went vivocity again today.my third trip there since its opened.search so long jus to find a place to eat.in the end we ate long john again.as in i ate long john for the second time dis wk.later we walked all the way.tired.slept wen i went back home again.recommandation: luo zhi xiang's new eng song,twinkle.its funny.his eng is worse than 5566.haha.luckily got duet with dis jap gal so nt so bad.

2006-11-03T05:29:00.000-08:00

Your Birthdate: May 12

You're a dynamic, charismatic person who's possibly headed for fame.You tend to charm strangers easily. And you usually can get what you want from them.Verbally talented, you tend to persuade people with your speaking and writing.You are affectionate and loving, but it's hard for you to commit to any one relationship.
Your strength: Your charm
Your weakness: Your extreme manipulation tactics
Your power color: Indigo
Your power symbol: Four leaf clover
Your power month: December

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Your Birth Month is May

Unique and creative, you seek your own path in life.You love change and are able to adapt to any situation.
Your soul reflects: Sweetness, joy, and a complete life.
Your gemstone: Emerald
Your flower: Lily of the Valley
Your colors: Yellow, red, and green

What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

Your Hidden Talent

You're super sensitive and easily able to understand situations.You tend to solve complex problems in a flash, without needing a lot of facts.Decision making is easy for you. You have killer intuition.The right path is always clear, and you're a bit of a visionary.

What's" Your Hidden Talent?

Your Life Path Number is 8

Your purpose in life is to help others succeed
You are both a natural leader and a natural success. You are also a great judge of character.You have a head for business and finance. You know how to make money.A great visionary, you can see gold where other people see nothing.
In love, you are very generous - with gifts, time, and guidance.
You love to inspire people, but it can be frustrating when they don't understand your vision.Great success comes easily for you. But so does great failure, as you are very reckless.You are confident, and sometimes this confidence borders on arrogance.

What Is Your Life Path Number?

Your Stress Level is: 39%

You are slightly prone to stress, but generally you keep it under control.You know how to relax and take things as they come, even when your worlds seems to be falling apart.Occasionally, you do let yourself get stressed out, but you snap out of it pretty quickly.

How Stressed Are You?

You Are 52% Happy

You're definitely a happy person, even though you have your down moments.You tend to get the most out of life, though there's always some more happiness to be squeezed.

How Happy Are You?

You Are 60% Normal

Otherwise known as the normal amount of normalYou're like most people most of the timeBut you've got those quirks that make you endearingYou're unique, yes... but not frighteningly so!

How Normal Are You?

cool.i got all these from joan's blog.haha.

2006-10-31T04:58:00.000-08:00

o now i have nth to do so i come n blog.haha.i watched chong shang yun xiao a hk drama like 5 episodes today.slept.damn nice weather to sleep today.i refused to wake up lo den i slept for damn long n finally woke up to continue watching my show.i tink i like to be at home alone.no one to disturb me.haha.but i'm nt a loner ok.n i dun tink pple who wear button earrings look aunty-looking anyway.yea.short entry today.

2006-10-30T07:20:00.000-08:00

went cat hse as early as 9am to do pw.o gosh first time i wake up so early during holidays:7.40am!er den i did my usual stuff n took bus to cat's hse.reached bus stop saw only js there.i am shocked.how come i arrive b4 dickson lei.haha.felt hungry so went mobile to buy breakfast: orange juice plus tom yam cup noodles.sounds quite pathetic btw n the worst ting is the orange juice tasted like medicine.i have no idea y.den tt dickson finally came after i bought my food.he said he's surprised tt i came earlier than him.watever..always suan me.haha.i purposely came early today.so the three of us walked to cat's hse cox i believed i knew the way there.actually is cat force me to know the way there cox she's lazy to come out of her hse lah.haha.so i almost went into the wrong alley to her hse.dickson say shuld have nice bushes one lo.haha.i go so many times oso din notice got bushes lei.true enough we reached her hse n dickson pressed the wrong bell.HAHA.i bet he duno.so in the end only the dog by the name of ??? answered us.

in cat's hse: i was like slacking all the way through.went to cat's rm n saw goong poker cards.o gosh i found 2 funny fotos of shin inside n i laughed out loudly.wahahahaha...i shall persuade cat to bring on wed.den i did changes to masterscript again while others were chatting about class stuff n who's detained n blah.called jenna n realised she was there waiting for me at bugis le.poor ting so i quickly rushed take bus to meet her.

jenna as u noe she talks as loud as ever.haha.den she very 'sexy' today.wear super short 'jeans shorts' expose her fair legs.o gosh den she somemore say pple keep on looking at her.got nice legs who dun wana c.haha.we shopped parco.ate.laughed.tried on clothes.i almost fell.suddenly i got hungry after trying a super short white pants.den we went to long john(jenna say is my fav.fast food place.i see!) to eat fish wrap.the wrapping is horrible.duno how come the fish is like dropping our wen it shuld nt n fish nt crispy one.bought fries too.i love long john fries cox they taste GREAT!jenna was commenting n examinating my new wallet btw while i was eating.she say dun suit my character.i agree but den since is mummy buy one i shall use it den.anyway my previous wallet oso spoilt liao.somemore its from disneyland i tink so sure mus use.haha.

after tt we went bugis village.i bought a tee shirt.hope it can 'pei' with the belt i bought from poh's frend.i also bought earrings.ONE green(round) n ONE gold.i love the gold one.den i decided to go home cox jenna realised she needs to work at subway.we went to buy food for my mummy n i realise jenna is indeed a great frend of 5 yrs to rmb tt i own her a treat cox i was promoted.moreover she wans a BIG treat.duno since wen penguin become so clever.haha.home i went.

din eat dinner.instead i ate alot of snacks.haha.but i still rmb i am on diet.bye.nid do i&r.

2006-10-28T09:02:00.000-07:00

o yea i've regretted gg for geog lesson dis morning.gg there to do qns which i have no idea wat they r about.feeling is like i'm so stupid.phy geog is alien to me.i rather do a few human geog qns instead.at least they make some sense to me.tcher took my paper to mark i tink she will be disappointed with it lah cox i wrote crap.n tty wen u wana go park?haha.wanted to acc u go today but u din come sch.

went home straight after geog.i've got a crave for prata the whole day,especially wen i saw my sis eating prata in front of me.haha.she's quite gd cox she gave me ate some of her egg prata.damn nice.i shall eat prata soon.haha.den i took a long time to find tt purple chi book.its a pro compo book,qt chim.read about 2 entries den mum came home with yam stuff.it's fried.i oso ate deep fried springroll.feeling sinful now tt i mention it cox i'm suppose to be on diet.den i felt tired cox i woke up early dis morn u c.slept i duno how long n woke up at 4 plus.bathed.tot of wat to write for I&R n send to yeo later.continued to watch 'wei xiao pasta'.seriously i tink i am so much faster than serene liao.haha.shall control n wait for her.sometimes i tink its stupid.since 2 pple like each other y they jus can't admit it lei.it is so difficult.den i saw the father in the show so bias to the other son of his.but later in the next epi i found out he's nt.made me realise parents r nt biased.its jus tt sometimes they show the wrong side of themselves.ok i used to tink my parents r biased against me.haha.

had dinner.porridge.daddy cooked.ate supper.some biscuits like sweet tapioca n more.got one is wasabi.qt hot n horrible tasting.haha.den my dad is so funny.he qns mummy,sis n me how come we din drink water since we were back home.den we were like huh?its such a random qns.o den i realised he was disappointed tt we din drink the orange juice which he specially made for us.haha.den i asked him izzit becox we din drink his 'ai xin' drink den he laughed.so i quickly ran to the frigde n got all our cups n the three of us drank orange juice right in front of him.haha.i'm nt angry with daddy anymore.he's so nice to me.i love daddy,mummy(though she's irritating at times),sis n bro.o i'm surprised i miss my bro.its been 2 long wks since i last saw him.he better come back next wk.haha.

ok i shall be back to watching my show.waiting for it to buffer.haha.

2006-10-27T09:19:00.000-07:00

i shall make my entry short cox i've got lessons tmr morn.i promised myself to start studying chi today but i failed to do so.c i've got no determination at all.mummy say if i dun get 'A' for my chi the next time i retake i pay myself.c my parents r giving me stress again n they dun realise it.i read someone's blog jus now.dad praised tt person for getting promoted yet i look back at wat my daddy told me.i wonder y parents can say such diff words to us.

been watching wei xiao pasta all day.at epi 6 now.tink serene is gg to kill me cox i promised to wait for her.but den i din c her online since 4plus.she said she gg to take nap n it was rather long.haha.btw she sent me my fav full hse song.damn nice.i tink wei xiao pasta is a bit like full hse at the beginning.but den the male actor is nt like rain.only certain actions they react the same way.

i shall study tmr!

2006-10-26T08:05:00.000-07:00

Yes i am promoted to j2.ok we got back our results today.i wun say i am satisfied with my results but at least i have 2Bs.yet i dun understand y daddy is still so unhappy with my results.he say this kind of results can't get me into a uni at all.but come on its only like j1 so u dun expect me to get excellent results rite n its not as if i did extremely badly.i am damn irritated by his comments n discouraging words.y mus parents always have high expectations of we children.shuldn't they jus encourage us to do our best?i seriouly dun understand.life sucks jus like tt.

ok shall not complain anymore.after sch today went shopping at citylink,suntec n ms.we had fun playing at burger king.we played 'zhong ji mi ma' n the game which caijing n shin play in goong.damn fun n fair cox everyone was punished at least once eventually.haha.we quite bad cox everyone wanted to 'hai' inn poh to lose so tt we get the chance to hit her on her hand.serene so revengeful.haha.she say i hit her until very hard n she was waiting for the chance to hit me back.haha.sry lah i din mean to hit so hard one its jus tt i am strong.haha.

we walked quite alot n we realised only me n inn poh's shopping pace is the same.sobs.others nt interested in shopping at all.haha.den yixiu say i damn gd can walk so long my legs oso nt pain nor tired.haha.i can go join walkaton cox i can walk alot.but i tink i will give up cox walkaton if it's nt in shopping centre den i am sure i am so bored by my surroundings.seriously s'pore dun have nice scenery at all.it all looks the same.haha.

5 plus got back home.ate dinner cox i am hungry n den i went to sleep!omg i really tink i will get fat soon.everyday i am sleeping after i eat.i nid to change my habits le.slept till 9 plus n missed my 9pm show.jus now i was measuring my waist.somewhere higher.i got a shock!i shall not tell how fat i am here.haha.i am gg on diet tmr.wish me all the best to slim down yea.haha.

2006-10-25T02:11:00.000-07:00

last nite i slept at 2am.my latest timing if u dun count during exam periods.den i woke up at 6am dis morning.wasn't really very tired until noon wen i got home.online for a while den i decided to sleep.so i slept for about 2 hrs n i am online now.wondering if i can sleep later in the night?

ok today was op dry run 2.our gp performed much better compared to the other day.i still feel that it is kinda unfair tt we r always the first gp presentating.but nvm lah.haha.erm yeo dun have comments for me lah.den they say maybe he forgot but i oso dun bother to ask him.most pple say i talked damn slowly.sihui was the only exception.haha.cox got not much tings to talk about so i talked as slow as i can.ended up with 3.30 mins.so damn short.but yeo got ask me to add some stuff so hopefully it will stretch to 4 mins.Q&A was total crap.i dun even noe wat i'm talking about.the guys jus murmured some ans den i said.i tink can c cox quite obvious but i dun care.but i tink yeo seems dissatisifed with my SHORT ans.haha.

tty looks very sick today.i'm worried about her health.she says she feels like vomitting.omg.tt's scary.i read her blog jus now.i noe she's in pain but i duno how to help her as a frend?i feel helpless wen i c her like tt.sobs.she said tt she will try to like herself in the past.i can c tt she's trying very hard.hope she cheers up soon.

o yea den i say adrian tan today while i was walking home.omg.at first i saw dis purple car while i was crossing the road.den a sudden thought ran through my mind if tt was his car.turned my head slightly n guess wat.tan was looking at me lah.he looked quite curious n unsure but i tink he saw me lah.den i very scared cox i live the same block as him.i called tze yin to no avail n inn poh was the saver to pick up my call.i walked extremely slowly in hope tt i will not take the same lift as him lah.haha.i sounded so scared. inn poh told me not to be scared.haha.in the end i din c him downstairs.i hope he dun ask me if i saw him wen we meet in sch.

btw cat is addicted to full house.alll thanks to me.she still claims tt shin is better than rain.no taste.haha.o yea i almost forgot sth.while cat n i was walking back to the classroom we heard someone shouting in the classroom.den she looked in n saw it was tweety bird presentating.haha.i tot he's a loner as described.weird.

o yea joan is gg to cut hair later.let's spot the differences tmr.haha.

2006-10-23T07:28:00.000-07:00

today lessons r considered ok lo.din fall asleep at all.gp went through papers n application qns.den they announce got 3 sets of gp hmk to complete not including wat gp tutors give us after tt if they wan.moreover we have 5 hrs of gp next yr.omg.upon hearing tt i wana faint liao can.haha.now 3 n half hrs i already dying from boredness liao can.but den i tink if no gopal den lessons wun be slack but instead there wun be tons of gp hmk awaiting for me.econs we got scolded for our attitude again.they keep saying we got attitude pro.den went to geog.yeo lamest lesson.he claimed tt he paid for tt 'geogsphere' bk.den after tt he reavealed tt there's his work inside tt bk.how lame lah.its so obvious becox his work is inside den he buy for us.he somemore can rmb clearly wat pg it is can.motive is so clear now.if he dun tell us i dun tink i would even notice it.haha.btw he got honours?it wrote during his honours thesis...sth like tt.den i was shocked.haha.ok he is quite clever to some extent.haha.do i sound bad? he say he not teaching us human geog next yr cox he teaching j1 phy geog next yr.haha.come on he dun have tt phy geog face at all.he looks so pop geog face to talk about births deaths n migrationimagine yeo talking about plates n rocks.so damn weird lo.i tink we changing civics tutor next yr.shuld i be happy?heard from yixiu tt human geog tutor in j2 is damn gd.

den after tt was waiting for pw.joan n me went around e whole sch to find inn poh gp to c their presentation.they so secretive dun wana tell us.den duno later how come yeo notice us n call us in.i was dreaming or sth so i duno.realised he wanted us to buy food for him.c lah nth gd comes out from his mouth.serene is the daring one who wans to keep the 10 bucks change after buying all the food he ordered.haha.we wanted to be paid for service charge but den he dun even wana give us the 2 bucks coins left after buying the food.so 'thrifty' lo.shall we award him with a prize or sth?

so after poh gp it was our turn.i tink he din really change alot.not alot of comments as compared to other gps oso lah.i have lots of comments about someone.ask me if u wan.i tink everyone noes lah.haha.o yea n we found out sth.haha.its a secret btw the kpo club members.shall tell u all wen i rmb or u all ask kies.we can have meetings on our new target.haha.after tt i was talking to cat.we discussed her script n blah.went to ps to catch a movie with sis.met cat in her mum's pinky car on the way to mrt.haha.the car so distinctive lah.

watched death note.i almost fell asleep wen its the last half hr towards the end of the show.its either i was too tired or its climax is still far.the show quite long 2 hrs plus considering tt i haven watch a movie for quite a long time liao.i tink the guys inside the show is damn clever.btw they looked weird n eerie.haha.n tt gal sitting beside me keeps on saying the guy inside the show so cute.omg lah.he looks so scary with heavy eyebags can.haha.sry dun mean it but wen he always appear she keeps on telling her frend he's cute den i got a little irritated.after tt went to my hse there the mac to eat dinner.only sis ate cox i was so full but i am hungry wen i got home.haha.food disgestd inside my stomach fast so tt explains y i always get hungry easily.i shuld join cat n serene's diet club now.be a loyal member.

i've yet to finish writing the contract.haha.serene i dun care u have to sign it.haha.i am serious.

2006-10-22T09:04:00.000-07:00

ok i've got nth better to do but to blog.haha.er i have decided not to do econs hmk cox i dun even noe how to do.c i've forgotten all of wat i've learnt in 3 wks.great man.stm u c.its like a jc prelims paper lei so even the extracts or articles i dun even u/s wat r they talking about.the tchers tink we r genius.

jus now i was so bored tt i watched the hk show on channel 8 at 7pm again.i watched tt show b4 cox my sis bought the show.c how bored i am at home.hmm but i tink watching the show e 2nd time is not as exciting as the first time.i can anticipate wat happens next lo.den later i switched to channel u to watch the korean show.i tink its called my sassy tutor?i duno.haha.whole show is pretty lame.i hate the chi translation.it jus sounds weird.their sentences sounded so incomplete.

someone motivate me to study for chi pls.i haven started on anyting.exam is in 2 wks time.i aimed high for chi in the past n i do still hope to achieve it but it seems unachievable.i hope to at least get a B3.i've scored badly for oral so i better score in my written paper. life is so torturing.

2006-10-22T00:33:00.000-07:00

i am slacking at home now watching full house after doing all the household chores.they can really get me real tired.i am wondering if i shuld do econs hmk later.after promos i am damn lazy n tired easily such that i sleep every afternoon now.

btw i can't stand my sis hp ringtone.its a doorbell ringing.i tink everytime it rings i will fall into the trap n tink someone is at the door lah.haha.but now i dun cox come on who will come my hse pls.er mummy n daddy r coming back tmr morning probably at 2am.my sis was asking me if i wana wait for them.i said siao lah.tmr got sch n i nid to wake up at 6am can so dun expect me to sleep only 4 hrs.i dun intend to go sch n sleep again during lectures though i noe first lecture is boring gp again.but den i miss them.hope they had a enjoyable holiday at japan w/o me to irritate them yea.haha.

tmr evening i am watching death note with my sis at tiong bahru plaza.wat a weird n far place to go cox its near her sch.actually i dun feel like watching but since she said she's gg to pay for me den y not.haha.can acc her oso cox its been a long time since we last went out for a movie.its all jc's life fault tt i tink i dun really talk to my parents now.btw we met tty ytd.she looked fine.inn poh joan dickson me n tty chatted lots.yeah she'll be back in sch tmr.

i wana c their op!haha.

2006-10-20T08:02:00.002-07:00

today was op dry run.i tink our gp was the worst performing gp bah.everything wasn't just right for us.yeo say i look visablly stressful.omg lah.i was indeed stressful about the timing cox i noe i am gg to exceed like shit.i spoke as fast as i could.btw the singapore fashion festival name is super long.duno who's tt stupid person who name it so long tt my mouth got so tired after the whole presentation.tink nid to improve on the way i stand oso.BO CHAP!i noe.haha.btw cat did the presentation background..was so damn cool.AEP! i nid to salute to her n thank her so much lah.haha.guys look forward to presentation on wed after our major revamp ok.

serene,joan,inn poh n me intended to go bowling today at grassroot i duno wat at yio chu kang.in the end it was closed.so disappointing can.wen i always have the urge to play its always...haha.after tt we met some deyi students who came out of the lift.serene hates tt sch to the core btw.haha.we were indecisive on where we shuld go so in the end we went back to j8 n began shopping the whole mall.frankly i'm getting sick of j8.its boring lah.den all of us were tired n sat at mac to eat vanilla ice-cream.haha.we enjoyed ourselves with the taking of artistic fotos!joan's poses r always so damn funny lah.me n serene loved the is tt indian pose...cox it looks like.haha.go c joan's blog i tink she said she will pose n let's guess who's in those fotos.btw while shopping we rested at the neoprints sofas n inn poh started taking fotos there.haha.SHIN!ok we dun wana spend money taking neoprints lah n moreover we were tired after walking u c.i was sleepy cox ytd at the very same moment i was sleeping on my parents' comfortable bed.ok tink tq will say i am a pig.btw she's one 2.haha.

o anonymous 4 miss tty lots yea.if she manage to c dis.yea hope to c her soon.while i was falling asleep jus now i realised part of my dreams came out true.i dreamt tt my phy geog results was horrible n it did come out the exact same results.tt time math test oso like tt.omg.i tink i can predict my own future at times.dis is bad.i dun wana noe them cox they r all bad incidents i dreamt of.but i tink its nth compared to serene's.haha.hers so scary one.hahas.

o i am sad tt i have to wake up so early tmr.

2006-10-19T07:30:00.000-07:00

i shall make my entry short cox i still need to do op.i am seriously scared of tmr.shit i tink i will shiver like having jelly legs tt kind.omg.i hope everything goes out fine.damn damn scared.how?can someone help me? i tink i've been slacking n becoming fatter these days cox everyday after i eat i will go n sleep for like 2 hrs.den wen i wake up i feel hungry n i start eating again.

anyone interested to go bowling?contact me pls yea.chi exam coming soon but i've not started on anyting.btw there's nth to study at all.tt's y i am worried though i can slack like nth is gg to happen at all.

i've been wondering wat my bro is doing these few days.he's not been online.maybe he's avoiding me yea or still have difficulty with his cross product tutorial.haha.i wana talk to him to irritate him yea!haha.dun ask me y.i wun tell u.haha.ok i need go do op liao.bye.

2006-10-17T07:58:00.000-07:00

aiyo i can't stand the washing machine in my hse now.it leaks water horribly fast can.i was shocked wen i was home today to find tt my kitchen floor was damn wet.had cleaning after tt n i decided to put a little small pail(only pail in the hse lah) so tt it flows into tt pail n i dun nid clean the floor so often.i'm feeling damn irritated by it.i ask my bro.he's quite useless.everything oso duno.of no help lah.b4 mum go japan she somemore ask him to take care of him.c wat have he done.nth at all.

done op today.i was so tired tt i decided to sleep instead.haha.huiting actually called at 11 plus n landed at my hse at about 2pm.den while waiting for her i fell asleep on the sofa.so damn tired lah.btw she came to bring lighter cox i can't burn the joss sticks with tt stupid match.dun tink i can't light matches ok.i can but they burn off easily n fast.ok i am horrbile with everything i do lah.daddy n mummy pls come back quick!

i finally bought my sandals.was happy.but becox of all the stupid encounters of household chores i am feeling so moody the whole day.can someone save my day?

2006-10-16T06:47:00.000-07:00

today i received my promo results.er its ok overall.i managed to pass all my subjects including econs i tink.cox i duno how to count econs overall to check whether i pass anot.was quite relieved lah cox at least i c hope to get promoted to j2.haha.i was super happy with my human geog results.my efforts r not wasted lah cox i've put in alot of time to study tt.but phy geog was damn disappointing.33% only.tink mrs koh is damn disappointed with my results lo.hais.nvm.i will try much harder next yr.

ok den my parents went to japan today.haha.they knew my results le anyway.tink they in bangkok now..waiting to take another flight to japan.i miss mummy.i duno y.er everyone ask me if i'm scared tt i'm alone at home,especially in the nite.no lah.i feel alright now.nth much lo.o..ii tink mummy not at home nid to do alot of things.washing,hanging of clothes,ironing.yea.hmm i was like washing my clothes...aiyo.back aching n legs damn suan lo.tink i nid to pracitse my leg muscles.haha.horrible.i used almost 1 n half hrs to have everything done.is tt long anyway?

o...i am so scared of op.nid do powerpoint presentation later.hais.tired now.sleepy too.yeah..tmr gg shopping with huiting.so long din c her le.haha.actually about 2 wks only.tmr's lessons r boring.gp n math.sian.

2006-10-14T05:12:00.000-07:00

o i was doing wr jus now.realised our gp got 4000 plus words lah.though i tink our gp report is not bad lah.haha.am i very proud?but exceed too much for word limit already lo so its very bad.i hope yeo marks them asap cox i spent alot of time to look through lah.

er in the noon went to tp to shop for necessities with my mum.i went to watsons n walked straight to the place where all the Za products r.its stupid lah.all the sales gals dun wana attend n help me lo.quite pissed off with it.later went to fairprice.bought lots of choco again.haha.i will get fat soon.

anyway i told my mum ytd tt i wanted her to buy pooh n wallet for me from japan.she gave me tt face.pls.its not like i'm asking her to buy a thousand stuff from japan.moreover w/o them in s'pore i've got lots to do lo.praying,washing clothes,ironing(though i tink i am too lazy to do tt),n many others...its an endless list.i will be angry of she don't buy them.haha.

o btw i sold one of the charity small t'shirts already.hope to sell the another if not i buy myself lo.haha.can someone tell me y my tagboard is at the bottom?i dun get it.tq say no one will c it lah n i agree 1000000% can.

I AM SCARED OF MON!hOW? i have no idea how can i go through the entire mon..control my emotions!gosh.btw huiting n jenni r back from their cruise trip.er huiting says she learnt nth from tt trip of hers.haha.wasted her 300 bucks.i missed them.seriously i did.

tmr gg town to video for op.hope its successful.i've got ideas for wat to shoot after gg town ytd.haha.tinking of heartland part later.

2006-10-12T07:40:00.000-07:00

hmm today i duno wat to blog.nth much happened today cox pw is so damn slack lah.we continue to discuss about our op.omg.mon is the day where our promos results will be released.i am damn damn scared lah.the worst ting is i will get back all my papers on the same day!heart attack pls.in btw the checking of all papers still got break to calm down n receive more heart attacks later lah.gosh.i hate it man.can i pon sch on mon.

sis went donating blood today.she says cox the bandage is cool.my god lah.wat a lame reason for donating blood.moreover,she took a few fotos while donating blood.c she's so free.she showed my the foto of the bandage proudly jus now.can't stand her pls.haha.she's so funny lah.

shit lah.tmr everyone gg sch at 9 but i nid to go at 8.sad man.go there meet yeo somemore.i hope cat goes.hahas.

2006-10-11T04:33:00.000-07:00

today is first day back to sch after a wk of holidays.lectures were freezing cold n boring.OP presentation sounds so scary lah n its only about a mth's time.SCARED!during chi wu lao was so damn funny but the lecture was still not as entertaining as her lessons.

after break we went hall for principal's talk.mr quek is funny.haha.i duno how to spell his surname lo.duno correct anot yea.er discuss whether students shuld be exposed to the media.boring.den later many students went to give suggestions on how to improve on the sch's facilities lah.toilet part was so damn funny.but most of the time me n cat were talking about princess hours.YES we both like the show.i dun like the 1st prince at first cox he's damn cool n uncaring n always hurt the gal lah.but later i found out he like her den his actions so damn funny n cute.cat tinks he's gay n the pple in the show walk in a weird way.i tink ok lah n maybe becox the prince too thin so he looks gay.i prefer the 2nd prince in terms of looks lo.hahas.so handsome can.

sth horrible happened b4 we went to pw class.i saw chee while we were looking at cat's art piece outside the level 3 classroom.its so cool to have yr work displayed there lah.ok back to chee.guess wat he did lah.gosh!he smiled to himself wen i looked at him.more of like 'arm chio'(duno how to spell).ok if u noe wat i mean.duno ask me in sch i explain.SIAO!he tink he very attractive izzit.den i faster look away.inn poh was the funniest.shuld have filmed her reaction.i tink she sort of laughed extremely loudly.joan say wen chee walk his hair like bouncing up n down.omg lah.i have lots to comment on wat i've seen.maybe not here but during kpo club meetings.hahas.

pw lesson is not so slack today.we discuss on op.many gd ideas i tink.hope it goes smoothly n we can hit 'EE' for op too.den later i read through F&A of wr.tink got lots of things to edit again.sian.tmr nid to pass up lo.dickson is so irritating lah.

ok nid to do wr liao.mus give yeo tmr one lei.bye.

2006-10-10T06:58:00.000-07:00

hmm went vivocity.it was rather disappointing.almost half the shops r closed.n wen i went into a few shops i smell paint lah.so smelly can.met jiamin at 1pm den went by mrt.we were supposed to meet jenna but as u noe jenna's pattern.haha.she overslept.omg.though vivocity is not entirely open,i've found some stuff there but i dun have money to buy as usual.i was tinking of persuading my mum to bring me there to buy.hahas.hope she gets cheated there by me.

i like a blouse in forever 21 if i am not wrong.it costs 40 plus bucks.i am wondering of how to bluff plead my mum to buy it for me lei.any suggestions?the sandals i saw was 24 bucks i tink.its simple but comfortable i tink.i oso wanted to buy a belt.u noe those fashionable kind but i haven decided which type i wan.i might buy it soon.i saw a sliver necklace oso very nice but din see the price lah cox its oso from the forever 21 shop.tink its expensive.as everyone noes i got stm so i can't rmb the exact prices lah.

i oso intend to buy wallet but i haven saw any of my liking.wishlist is nver ending lah.i need money badly!quick heaven drop some money for me pls.

tmr gg back sch.i tink its gg to be extremely boring n sleepy.my parents nagging me to study for chi but there's still 3 wks lo.tired.wana sleep liao.bye.

2006-10-09T20:29:00.000-07:00

i've some free time b4 gg out later so i tot i come to blog.haha.was lying on bed jus now den i tot i wana share sth.i saw jamie n wenchuan wen i went home after steamboat ytd.was quite late lah den i was tinking wat r they doing there.haha.den jamie greeted me but i tot i was extremely rude to cut her off after a few lines of talking.i feel damn bad later so i msg her to apologise.c wen i am tired i get so unfriendly.

luckily she msg backed.haha.i asked wen we having our next class outing.she told me end of the yr!so far away.i still have a'lvls n pw b4 meeting my pals again.sad.o i was surprised she said go with mr tan.at tt moment i was 'y call him'.haha.ok i am bad lah but so long din c him already mah.jenni met him i duno wen n said his baby(or his child if he grows up fast enough) is as cute as ever.o...i wana c oso!

now my body is aching all over lah.actually its only the arms lah.haha.jus after 2 hrs of bowling ytd.i tink i need more exe lo.shit i jus read papers tt vivocity is only like 60% of shops opened only.like tt fun meh so there to shop.i hope i meet cat!she's gg there with her mum.

2006-10-09T08:23:00.000-07:00

today was outing with frends day.haha.sry cat n yixiu tt i was late n tt the both of u can't watch the movie.i wana watch tt jackie chan show.anyone willing to acc me?we waited till about 2 plus den ate at long john n later we met the mayflower pple at long john.wat a small world lah.headed to marina bay later.btw i was surprised tt cat watches goong!GREAT!

haha.ok back to topic.we played arcade n BOWLING!i love bowling now man.its fun n easy to learn lah.but the bill was quite scary after tt.hahas.gosh i am so broke now lah hmm so wen i borrow money from u guys mus lend me cox i dun have a single cent left.how am i suppose to survive through dis wk lei.i oso duno lei.inn poh was quite funny.wen she called some tcher's name out i striked for bowling.hahas.i was tinking if i really hated him.

arcade was ok.yixiu looks damn funny playing is tt 'para para'?she sways like sweeping all the flies away from herself.hahas.tze yin even worse.she dun even noe where to move.but i tink i'm worse than her lah.hahas.

after bowling we went to eat steamboat with class.it was not considered a class outing at all lah cox only half the class attended.we were already late but the guys were even later than us.hahas.gosh yeo was sitting next to joan.later cat changed place with me cox she din wana serve yeo.hahas.

we realised today tt chee got 'huge' fanbase.come on its so unbelievable lah.did he created it himself?wth.hahas.i was stunned upon hearing tt.inn poh n yixiu said they will nver be in tt fan club of his.i agree lah.he so...eeeeee...who says he play tennis very man can.someone else is so much better n dun his fans c it?

den yeo say he learning squash n asked us go support him so as to show tt he oso got fans.SEE!so 'da nan ren zhu yi'.like tt oso can lo.btw if we support him hor everyone will noe we r his class one lah so i tink no big deal can.

den 'CHEE CHONG FAN' part was damn funny!i mus salute to yixiu man.hahas.she is so 'ling wei bu luan'.shall not break the secret of kpo club here.

another funny part was someone put the crabmeat with the plastic into the bowl of soup of steamboat lah.n the funniest part was tze yin ate it!hahas.she say no wonder the crabmeat so soft.

inn poh msg jus now to ask kpo members if we were safe at home.hahas.she's so caring lei.so we were correct to crown her the founder of kpo club.hey guys we need to set up a web page for our club n hold meeting daily yea.hahas.we shall leave dis to president lah.

tmr gg vivocity!its so called the largest shopping mall in s'pore.but i tink its like taka selling all those branded stuff.den i will be very sad cox i got no money.
(btw yeo ask where i go tmr.my ans:SINGAPORE!)HAHAS...

2006-10-08T08:37:00.000-07:00

today is a sad day.

while i was walking to the mrt n i passed by the basketball court.suddenly tot about wat tze yin said.she says my neighbourhood is weird.haha.i walk pass the court everyday with the boys playing basketball n she tinks i'm weird yet brave enough not to be afraid of the balls flying around.i tot tt was common.

one of my relative passed away.

i was asked wat i wanted to do.hotel management was my ans.but i noe nth about it.there's always sth u duno about the job tt we r gg to take up in future.too many choices or spoilt of choices.unknown.maybe i will find out one day wen i am free.

this shall be a short entry.no mood to talk.

2006-10-06T07:51:00.000-07:00

YEAH! i've got only 2 more discs to go for goong.the show is highly recommandable but u mus have patience to watch first lah cox starting is quite boring.i love the theme song 'perhaps love' so nice n the lyrics r meaningful.i am happy to hear my sis did buy the ost.YEAH!

was suppose to go out with jenna today but had stomach n diarrohea so i decided to stay at home.SRY JENNA!i wasn't even able to stand straight so damn pain.in the end i din eat lunch too cox i can't walk out of the hse to buy at all.so i watched goong the whole day like ytd.sian.if the class outing is on sun nite den i can't make it.sad.got impt thingy on.i wana meet WU LAO.she's so nice n funny.tink its interesting to have meals with her.

thinking if i will be retained......

2006-10-04T07:33:00.000-07:00

today i went out with sec sch frends.had a GREAT DAY!we arranged to meet at 1pm but in the end everyone was late lah.i realised a BAD thing today.i only got 1 blouse which i dun look fat in.OMG.i was so damn shocked lah tt i've grown so fat.its time to diet after exams.hahhas.er den we had lunch at TCC.huiting kept saying i shuld come out of my pizza world.her order of curry chicken was nice n jenni's dessert was super!i've regretted not taking a video of how huiting cuts her stuff.she wanted to eat my pizza sandwich so wen she cut it,she jus pushes everything onto the table lah.hahas.in the end i gave up n i helped her with it.the meal was overall nice the bill cam out nice to 73 bucks.

after tt we had frequent toilets visits.hahas.we ended up sitting in the toilet all becox of huiting.she's mad!she gives useless fashion lessons n i duno how come i get automatically signed up for such a course.she rejects jenna anyway.hahas.jenna's poor thing.btw i've learnt nth from her lessons so tt's y they r deemed as useless.den shopped MS den went down to bugis village to continue to shop.jenni finally bought a bag!its a bdae gift from the bear gang n she likes it.hahas.was so damn tired tt in the end we went food court to sit down to eat n talk.chatting about jenna n huiting love life.hahas.i shall not go into details.jenni say becox of frends den i was influenced tt i din wan to have a boifrend.maybe.but jc life is already so stress so y shuld i date someone n make my life more complicated than ever.i tink maybe becox i love myself more than i will love anyone except my family n frends.

i love goong!

2006-10-03T07:33:00.000-07:00

Promo's over!yet y am i not feeling happy at all.duno.maybe i noe i will get retained.i have been pondering over whether gg to jc was the right choice at e start.aiya den i tink its useless tinking about it now cox i am already 'wasted a yr'.I REALLY HOPE I CAN BE PROMOTED!frankly speaking i am not confident at all.And i am proud to say i can write 10 pages in 1 n half hrs.hahas.tt's for econs.yet i haven finish my essays.ok shall not talk about sch.

went to meet jenni after geog paper today.waited for her 1/2 hr so long can!hahas.n she looks funny in her waitress uni.hahas.shall not go into details cox i scare she will skin me alive.btw i am interested c-ing huiting in tt 2.hahas.n i will laugh like hell i tink.shall ask her to take a foto tmr.jenni is gg on cruise 4 her tourism course.she paid 300 bucks which i tink is ex.

later tty came to my hse watch princess hrs.was rather boring at e start cox i slept only 3 hrs den i felt like falling asleep alreadi.i tink e supporting actor is very ke lian.supporting actress looks rather disappointing lah.she shuld make-up.o do i sound bad on saying tt..ned to watch finish by a wk to return to huiting.sian but ok lah.hahas.cox i got an entire wk break to do watever i wan b4 sch starts n PW n chi a'lvls will soon kill me again.

apparently i have exceeded on my fone bills again.my mum nagged at me lo but i exceeded becox i called pple to ask about qns on studies.not as if i am chatting lei.dad din say anyting so i assume nth is gg to happen.my parents r gg JAPAN! i wished to go there long time ago but dad insists its ex...n they r now gg there alone w/o ME,sis n bro.though i have a free wk on my own to learn to be independent,i rather go JAPAN.btw they go e following wk i heard is the release of my promos results.izzit it fate tt i can cry finish tt i've failed everything b4 they come back to receive the bad news.i hate dis!hahas...duno y.

TMR OUTING!i look forward to it.hahas.i miss my bear gang n orange.(n someone else)